I think the worst thing is knowing that it's all in my head and still not being about to stop it. I've had another bad episode that started last night when I couldn't fall asleep. So far I've slept in 1 hour intervals for the last 14 hours. All I can do is massive amounts of breathing exercises, and I can get myself into that deeply relaxed ( Read more... )

A friend of mine from work invited me to join her and her daughters at an art showing at the Public Library today.  I thought nothing of it, sounded like something to do.   We get there, and I notice the artist's name is Usher, and kind of laugh at the novelty of seeing that name (thinking David Usher, of course.)  We wander around, and my friend ( Read more... )

At work today we had a CIA (not the CIA you know) webcast on seg funds and hedging, and turns out the fourth speaker was a francophone.  Now, I don't know much about seg funds, so other than perking up at the occasional Greek letter I could recall from one of my exams, I really couldn't follow much, so instead, I decided to focus on the francophone ( Read more... )

Title: What a Pair We Are
Pairing: JP, Bobby
Summary: Bobby has a bad day, Jean-Paul has a worse day.
Notes:  This was a fic I started years ago.  I never really decided if it would turn into slash, but in the very least it was meant to be JP and Bobby developing a very strong friendship and Bobby taking up Jean-Paul's cause and fighting for him.  ( Read more... )

Four months into the new job and still loving it.  Yay!

I wrote the third exam for the second time last week.  I figure I'm sitting right on the potential pass mark.  I'll find out in January if I passed or not, but I'm on pins and needles till then.  In the meantime, i've started studying for the fourth exam.

Oh, and did I mention I love my job?

Shaw Cable finally took down my website, so I'm slowly rebuilding it over at Google.  For those interested you can now find the site at

http://sites.google.com/site/serenitysfanfiction/
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I'm back!  Yay!

New job is going great so far.. hardly noticed that I couldn't get online for two weeks.  HA!

So, for all my snivelling...

I accepted the job offer today.

Serenity is gainfully employed!!! Whoot!

The interview went well, now it's just a matter of wait and see.

*crosses fingers*

Sigh, so interview is in a couple of days.  I'm trying to prepare, but I just feel all kinds of depressed.  The most depressing thing is that I had to go off my anti-depressants because I can't afford them.  How is that for depressing?  I feel fat, and hopeless and just like there's really no point to me going to this interview cause there's no ( Read more... )