everythings over.

I feel so horrible. I have the ut-most heavy feeling in my chest and I hate where it's coming from and the fact it's building so quickly. This whole month has turned into a big FAT mess and sadly I can't help but feel like I'm just waiting.

Waiting for a feeling that doesn't exist. I can't create it on my own...I'm scared of it...I push it away on ( Read more... )

I feel like I shouldn't be anywhere right now but sitting at home...like I actually wanna be. There's death everywhere and I wanna hide horribly but I'm stable enough to sit and listen to broken people so I can't be anywhere but out of my house...where I wanna be....

My soon to be brother in-laws sister died in a car crash a few days ago and she ( Read more... )

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