If love is a labor, I'll slave till the end.
I feel like I shouldn't be anywhere right now but sitting at home...like I actually wanna be. There's death everywhere and I wanna hide horribly but I'm stable enough to sit and listen to broken people so I can't be anywhere but out of my house...where I wanna be....
My soon to be brother in-laws sister died in a car crash a few days ago and she was pregnant with a baby that was due this friday so you can imagine how horrible it is to walk into her house with "krista due" written on the calander. And then..this tuesday will be my grandmothers one year.. so of course everyone is a mess. No one wants to deal with thanksgiving and there's funeral and church on my schedule for the next week or so.
Against me! is playing this sunday I think and that totally blows because I won't be attending. There now one of my favorite bands thanks to will and derek haha. Oh well... I've seen them before so I'm not dyingggg.
The playroom is utterly finished. I kinda don't wanna call it that anymore and looking around...to describe it there's one perfect square where I sit in the center...and junk all around the room. I've got no drive to clean anything anywhere...jeeze. I think I might ask to have it back to normal...how could she say no!
I made some hardcore cash cleaning and moving for my sister so I feel rather accomplished. Work pays off sadly. I just gotta figure out how to get me some. I'm working on it so shut your face!
Not much is new otherwise. I'm supposed to be working on gaining my mothers trust back. I tried giving her the money I took back but she said "that's not the point you can pay it back, get why you did it!" So not my problem! We'll see how that goes I guess. I think we might be a lil off once guidance makes her come in to read my fucked story....yes kelsey there was a price to taking all that credit...haha!
I'm tired but I want to read some. I've got more work set up for tomrw...so wish me luck on that.
This week has been incredibly hectic..and tiring but I wouldn't have changed any of it. Regardless of who thinks its stupid or what... I love my favorites..what else would I need?
<3 hmmm