Just when I thought life might be done tossing crap at me for a few, it hits me with something that I just can't turn my back on and hope it goes away ( Read more... )

Last couple of weeks haven't been as easy as I could have hoped for. I've learned that I really really do hate when you read/hear something and you go to share it with someone only to remember they are no longer a part of your life. Not because they are dead but because of a choice that had to be made. Now you've lost more then just a good friend ( Read more... )

Silence tells more then what a 1000 words could ever do. At some points in time that is. And right now it tells me things I wish not to know, but will accept if no other choice is given. Maybe I shouldn't be trying to write, I should just try to sleep. At least when I can sleep it lets me escape for a little bit. Very little most nights as sleep is ( Read more... )

For everyone who didn't get to see what little trip stuff I posted on facebook, here's the fast update. ProgPower rocked! Trip home sucked. And today's word is blah. Ah look, nice short and no real point to this posting.

Looking over my entry from a year ago not only do I see the difference in ( Read more... )

Here we are with Wednesday coming to a close and me wishing it was Friday ( Read more... )

Somethings are not meant to be shared with others. Somethings you must ( Read more... )

I think I'm done. When I ponder this part of my life I become more than ( Read more... )

I am a persistent afterthought.

I am the thought that you want to do something about.... later ... at some point, just not now.

I am the thought that you hope would just go away.

Like with most things I've written lately I've no idea if I will post this one or not ( Read more... )