way too much screaming for a rather small roller coaster in beijing.

this is just for marjan.

well, i suppose some of you might also find it amusing.

"Whats with you and this site? Why all the hate? All you do is talk up China and down talk America. Last time i looked, we are still sending your poor asses food and money on a daily basis. Don't hate, just eat our food and shut up already ( Read more... )

the absence i feel as i lie awake
makes the dark glow
with loneliness.
and the silence full
with a single heartbeat.
slow as the thoughts fly by.

a flickering candle flame
swaying with each wish.
scattering dreams through the night.

i look for the stars
even as the earth rolls
towards dawn.

i am so fucking tired of helping everyone do what they should--but never--do ( Read more... )

1. Total number of films I own on DVD/video: uh...probably around 800 dvds if you count the other half in the states. (btw, they're all china real ( Read more... )

god.

what the hell was beck thinking when he wrote seachanges? and why the hell am i listening to this right now ( Read more... )

this affects most if not all of you:

AOL legalizes corporate spying

i need to do something about this ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish there was a way i could write out in words the music i hear. there are times when only music can be used to describe what is trapped between heart and mind ( Read more... )