i feel like i've lost half of myself. there is no other way to explain the emptiness that i feel inside. i know that this is the right decision for me to make, but i don't want to do it ( Read more... )

strange feeling of numbness that stemmed from loneliness.
where do i go from here
i keep asking myself the same questions
i keep going in circles
letting myself down over and over again
age is where dreams go to die

jesus people are always fucked up in their own ways. it scares me sometimes.

the loneliness that i feel creeps up at the most inconvenient of times. i know that all i'll do is think of you, and i think that's alright. love is tragic, and sometimes it'll end before it's time. i am learning that i need to walk away from things, when they no longer make you happy ( Read more... )

Yet another year has gone by, and I must say, not much has changed at all. I still feel like I'm the same person; growing as a person has kind of taken a halt for the past few years. Usually, when I sit down to write these "this was what my last year was like" posts, I feel inspired and ready to make some sort of change in my life. But, of course, ( Read more... )

happiness is fleeting

i feel like i've been punched in the gut

blahhhh
i'm 21 today

"...But now that I'm older,
my heart's colder,
and I can see that it's a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust."

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