thing just cannot be the way should be. things can not just be easy when you need them to be

Dont you love it when you have the worst night in a very long time, and you go to bed thinking the night will change your disposition, only to find that nothing is solved. I guess some things are too broken to be fixed. The problem is the wasted time trying to fix it. It is always hard to give up on something you have spent so much time working

I guess it is encouraging the school is one third of the way through. However, this still leaves the unfortunate two thirds left which means we all still have a lot of bullshit to put up with. To just be honest with everyone, Im flat out drained. I am just so sick of school right now and all I want to do right now is just escape from everything ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since ive written something. A lot has happened but at the same time, some things havent changed at all. I guess right off the top of my head there is the simple fact that it's been hard to find time for lee and dan. They are with their girls which i do not resent. I will never be mad at them for wanting to spend time with ( Read more... )

I am so tired.... but it is all worth. Another fun weekend compliments of Spring Lake. Looks like next weekend we will be attempting to return the favor. Except the part where fremont beats the lakers in football. Sorry, but it's going to go down. It will be just like MSU beating Dame ( Read more... )

Are things looking up? I don't know, but it looks as though my worries fall with the leaves of the trees. The first sign of good things to come was this past weekend. Saturday was really nice. I had really low hopes about it and I thought that it would be, for sure, a drag. There wasn't too many people and the people that came were all cool, ( Read more... )

This labor day weekend was nice at times. Scary at others. For instance, sunday i went to muskegon lake and lake michigan with some of my cousins. Anyways, we were cruising on lake michigan in the boat and i was looking at the sand dunes, chillin with brett, and listening to some sweet music on his i-pod. I think to myself: "this is just ( Read more... )

So, school is in full swing now and I've beginning to think that I am, indeed, WAY over my head. I decided this year to be a bad-ass and take all wicked hard classes. For starters, my AP college english class has already begun to write our entrance essays for college. WHAT THE HELL. I don't even want to think about what I am going to write. ( Read more... )

I'm happyto say that I was able to fit alot of fun into this last weekend of summer. Friday was really intense. I worked early in the morning until about one o'clock. Then I went to my football game. After the game, Lee, Dan, and I went to spring lake and chilled there until about four. It was fun and it was really nice to be able to see ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to believe that maybe things are starting to get on the right track. Maybe it's not even that, maybe I'm just adapting to the bullshit. School is coming quickly, and my mixed feelings about it are driving me crazy. I mean on one hand, it will be nice to be able to have a set schedule and know what you have to do. On the other hand ( Read more... )