so so so... saturday was brilliant! and bittersweet. more on this later ( Read more... )

an inspiring story with healing overtones

i'm posting this entry publicly so some friends can still see it. i've been thinking it's not a good idea to have crushes or love interests reading my journal. misinterpretations occur, and people form opinions about the true nature & motivation for whatever i write-- relatively rarely, but still. if you can no longer see my private entries, i ( Read more... )

i just got back from another hospital visit. it was a unique experience; i met some interesting people (and some bad stalker people). but most importantly, i got on meds that actually work--- Lithium and Risperdal combo. i still envy those that don't need meds to function in their daily lives, wish i didn't have to take them. but when you can ( Read more... )

i got punched in the face yesterday by some guy.

i am sort of freaking.

thanks.

also, i am trans FTM. i am genderqueer, two-spirit, as one once said. please and thank you. i love you, god, things worked out today.

i am going to go smoke a cigarette. and then listen to the postal service's best album, "give up."

i'm sorry for being creative. i guess you didn't take it the right way. i'll be mroe conscioentious of this from now on. foes lj has spelljeck?

love drew

"lines from a bar i've never been to" written january 12, 2009 at 1.57 am by Drew ( Read more... )

sometimes ( Read more... )

25 years and my life is still ( Read more... )

when i was a kid, i used to stand in the living room facing the windows and talk to my (deceased) uncle jack, the only other queer in the family ( Read more... )