everything was going so good. i was so happy. i havnt been this way in forever. then i proved him right, that mother fucker. i bet he got picked on a lot in school. i hit the nieghbor's car and proved him right, right in front of him. in any other case; i would have been over joyed at this. it was my temper, not my oblivioigusness. i would gladly ( Read more... )

ive lost all hope for all humanity. i have no more drive to put effort into the things i used to love. im going to give up on music and humans. ive decided this is my last entry because for one im much too old for livejournal and two every entry is as regretful as the events in my life. i dont want to record this shit experience that all humans ( Read more... )

i rock, i play final fantasy tactics, i blast guitar solos in trailer parks and i wish i didnt ruin my journal with bullshit i wrote when i got caught up in a moment. i should delete some entries or this entire thing. if more people read it id delete it in a second but its okay i guess.<3 i think i have an ear infection. bird flu please dont touch

i know its bad and worse than i tell myself when it gets to the point the converstion when i have to come out and say but i miss her, and i can barely even choke it out. my eyes got blurry

show went okay in retrospect, i think now im just depressed that i kept saying it sucked because i feel bad for the kid whos party it was. if i knew him better i would have stayed but no one else did anyways.. oh well. cant wait for sunday <3. p.s. never tell a stripper youre in love with her.. its a bad idea trust me.

my old band kana is playing a reunion show, we havnt played in a very long time and i would be greatful if you could come out and see us play. we're fun live and its a party so what the hell, just come. you can listen to us on our myspace we have a few old songs up(its in my top 8 friends) thanks guys hope to see you there ( Read more... )

no sleep, no power makes jack a dull boy. couldnt fall asleep- i was so tired and i couldnt.

we are what we love, not what loves us. im not sure if that was written to apply to people too. but i think it works, it helps anyway. yesterday night was nice until i decided to sleep. i talked to everyone i ever wanted to talk to.

i need to get out.
and i miss hanging out with a boy, and i miss being with a girl..<333 ( Read more... )

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a conversation me and a friend had with a transvestite prostitute that resembled theo from the cosby show.prostitute: what your names ( Read more... )