one would've thought that with my history one would've ended up immune to pain long ago. And well, I did. I achieved that perfect state of not caring. I had it right there and then. I had it all. And yet I took a piss at that because I thought this time it would end up differently. That I would end up with getting other than the short end of the
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I'm not that dense. I had such a hope once, but I have given up on it. Now I'm just sad that a dear friend of mine has to endure pain... Hyne knows you've had enough of it...
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No matter how much pain you'd've had, there'll always be more. The only thing you can choose is how to manage that pain.
I still don't think what's happening here is how it should go. But, it's not my call only. It's not just up to me, or what I wish for.
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I'm sorry that this life holds so much pain, I wish I were there to give you a hug.
peace*love
j
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Preferably a relationship with a foreigner, enabling him to get Finnish citizenship, and preferably an American: that way the authorities won't suspect it. In fact, preferably an American already living in the EU...
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I obviously don't know you like various people commenting here. Whom to love? Where to put yourself on the Earth? (Australia sounds great -- I've wanted to visit there for a long time. But I just came to know Helsinki a year ago, just 4 days as part of a Petersburg trip. But it was lovely, and I met a bunch of younger guys at a beer-festival -- great people.)
I was delighted you did come comment a little. Please do, again. Lots of hugs -- you deserve them!
ps -- would your sister go to Australia, too?
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I actually managed to read the comment you gave me on that post of yours that you had to delete later.
I´m sorry I don´t comment more often, but don´t be in doubt of whether or not I read your journal, because I most definitely do! I read all new updates regularly on my friends-page :) I just don´t necessarily have anything useful/interesting to say, so I just mostly read and move on to next update. I´ll try to comment more often if that makes you feel better, please do the same for me too ^^
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You didn't mention how you and your sister are managing there in Finnland. I hope the problems have ended and you both can get on with your lives, careers, etc.
Please do comment on my blog -- sorry we lost your comment (and others) on that pair of postings I took down. (I'm sure no one wants to hear the story, least of all ME!) I will do the same here on yours.
Hugs, Justine
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