ok. so heres what happened. me and mom got into it one night. and we end up calling a truce after much hurtfull words, much tears, and much truth telling. that didnt end till in the am so mom let me sleep late. i get to class right before band. sarah tells me about mat regerios dc bag being covered in nasty piss. its the talk of the whole school. ( Read more... )

ok homecomming week was pretty ccool we didnt do any work. but i think i still felt out of place, kinda hard to remember. i do remember thursday though. it was raining. it was awesome. and it was cold. i went barefoot at least half the day. since ms laura said leigh cant play at the game, even though she did, i stayed durring recess so me and ( Read more... )

last night me and jordan got into it, big time. i feel really bad... i cant remember EVer going off on some one, or saying what i think if its gonna cause a really big turbulance like that, im usually just like ok, can we stop fighting, even tho i rarely fight with ppl... i value friendship more than being right... and yes its true to thoes who ( Read more... )

the game got cancled last night. i was sooo looking forward to playing in the rain. lol so me and stepha came home after ms laura offered to teach me how to forge her name. LMAO!!! neway... me and stepha watched the butterfly effect. and discussed my newfound plans for next weekend.... IM GOING TO HOMECOMING! lol jeff asked me to go. so i had ONE ( Read more... )

thursday.... game was fun. on the way there ppl were like ur drinking urin again, lol *green tea, not urnine* and trent was totaly facanied with it. the ride there was sooo aggervating... but ok. and of course the usual, alex fussin us. but i didnt mind for once, i was talking with jimmy and john. they are soo funny. i wish the setup was liek that ( Read more... )

Ya know, after 10 days you think i would get over a comment that was made *dont ask which one* but no, it still is eating away at my mind *along with some other stuff* Like friggin acid. amber has decided to become punk, that totally blew me away, concidering that she got on my case cause she tought i was something im not. i was talking to her and ( Read more... )

hiya, its kt here. ive been up since 9 sunday morning and im going on hour number 35 of consiousness. i drank a whole container of arizona tea and half a home brewed pot. thats Alot of caffene,especally concidering that i drank it all sunday i didnt start getting tired untill spanish class. but thats almost every day. im wide away now and craving ( Read more... )

this is so frustrating!! we got some psat stuff at school so i decided to go look up some stuff on the courses im intrested in, archeaologey, art,  music*thx to band* writing and theatre. i knew i had a tough chance at art, but when i looked at the sites at ull and lsu it just fell utterly impossible. i cant even find a trace archeaologey at either ( Read more... )

ok, progress reports... i got a d in american history. foreged my dads name. *dont ask why* and got caught. had to skip band practice. had to go through some drama at home. it was very aggervating. when my mom called and said she talked to mis tillman and said to get my stuff im not saying i couldnt say anything, i just hung up, started shaking ( Read more... )

have u ever felt so alone... that silence came in like an invisible tide to drown you?

* i will add more thoughts later...*