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ok, progress reports... i got a d in american history. foreged my dads name. *dont ask why* and got caught. had to skip band practice. had to go through some drama at home. it was very aggervating. when my mom called and said she talked to mis tillman and said to get my stuff im not saying i couldnt say anything, i just hung up, started shaking really bad, tried to give stepha the phone... and started... not hyperventelating.. well maybe it is, but like im gasping for breath and it gets worse if i cant calm down, thank god stepha and kristen was there to calm me down. i went tell ms laura what happend and she get mad, and was like this is REALLY important that your here. go call ur mom and explain to her. i couldnt even dial my number i was shakin so bad... lol my mom was like tell her i said NOOOOOOOOO she roard/screamed the noo like some one in a rock band... well a gurl anyway... it was funny.not at the time neways.. i just hung up on her. when my dad found out he was mad. *obviously* he said that i was going to AHS and if i didnt improve in six weeks that i was going to a boot camp... am i that fucking horrible? i would literally die in a boot camp. then he was like I dont want her here! I dont want u in this house! and all kinda crap. that just confirmed waht i had expected all along... that im not wanted, & im not worthwhile. then he had the nerve to come to me and be like dont forget i love you. bull shit; you dont say that to some one you love. you have just no idea how bad i wanna get outta here!!!! gahhhh!! neways today was somewaht good, i got a 99 on the story i wrote!!!! :D yay!! and mr mike wrote that it was a wonderful narative, that i have a vivid imagination and it shows in my writing! yay. another thing. im getting to be a senior for a week! yay! lol jen asked me for help with homecomming, since i like japanese stuff. they used some of my drawings but i cant say which ones and how. and i get a senior shirt. and when josh marquite and jenny came to get some stuff from my house i said i would only help them under one condition... that i can be a senior for a week. lol yay obviously they were cool with that. and i get a shirt! and they were gonna kidnapp me for paint parties but they cant cause im grounded... darn. but im soo happy, im being recognized and included, not beacuse im rich, or popular, or pretty *i am neiter of thoes things* but beacuse of my knowledge and tallents!!!!
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