Yeah well I decided to go to homecoming ( Read more... )

Yeah well I haven't updated in a bit and I should probably say something ( Read more... )

I'm utterly upset ( Read more... )

I haven't a choice but to move forward, maybe it's my lack of sleep or my over analytical way of thinking that I deduce all of these ridiculous notions like "Oh shit i'm a bother" or "I'm too overbearing ( Read more... )

Everytime I think my house of cards is strong something threatens to knock it over ( Read more... )

Well if anything, things are going too well ( Read more... )

What the hell do I figure? Such an elaborate plan is sure to fail.
Will I forever be a tool?
Is longing forever my hearts rule?

Bah!

I don't even feel like updating really I'm starting to feel....choked....

And nothing has happened at all!

Yeah so I didn't have to work today so I figured i'd go to the library and post a few things ( Read more... )

These days have passes by nicely, I feel that I can care for her, and even if she knows or has an idea, I can still be myself and not feel overwhelmed. It's a nice feeling. Sometimes I just get the urge to tell her, or hold her close to me..kiss her softly on her forehead to see her smile ( Read more... )

The ever present need and desire to be the best in one's respective talent is overwhelming. I find that and impressing a certain girl all the things I need to overcome my supreme writers block. I used to write daily, sometimes even two poems a day, short stories and novel editing..I guess middle school and freshman year were just a time of ( Read more... )