i dont even know....

i dont like the word "goodbye" it just sounds so final.

and it scares me to death...

im going to be gone for only 4 days...you dont have to say goodbye, all you have to say is I'll see ya when you get back. 
I wish he could see that I will miss the hell out of him, and I"ll be thinking of him everyday and wishing he was there with ( Read more... )

hello

im getting married......

in a few years. to the love of my life.

so hows everyones summer goin'???

stress...

Eric's mom is being a major bitch..she just can't stay out of mine and Eric's business.

grrrrrr! she's just so noisy.

And she wonders why Eric is angry all of the time. You wonder why he throws things aroudn the house.. She wonders why he gets so angry at her but takes it out on his step dad. He won't hit a girl, he wont even yell at a girl ( Read more... )

have you ever got that feeling like you know you love someone....

but your afraid to actually take that leap of faith???

bc that is kind of how im feeling...


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i have the phone back..

yes!!!!!!!

hanging out wiht people now...??

we shall see..

spring break=

me..swimming in erics pool hopefully. and being with my loves!

im grounded..

dont know how long..

my nuckle might be broken..badley bruised.

haha..life it grand.

i think my mom finally got the idea to lay off..

Because she is being a bit more lenient..and i think she's starting to like eric more.

which is very good...

last night fucking rocked!!!

I love hanging out with jill john and eric..it is very interesting to say the least..haha.

I love them all...

and eric needs to be here now..i dont know where he is.

i fucking hate her...

i know she is my mom..but i hate her right now.

i want nothing to do with her.

she just ruined my life pretty much...

i want fucking out!!!

im pretty much being forced to lose the best thing in my life....

thanks a lot....

i had the best night ever...

I <3 cuddling....

in a dark room. laying on a couch. being tired. and just talking about everything.

It is amazing...

I opened up, about things that I usually don't talk about anymore. 
I mean I write in here I miss my dad sooo much, and I just need him to be here right now. But he's not.
And I told Eric that...and I just ( Read more... )

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...