I'm like the fucking titanic. I just keep on sinking lower and lower, and more people start screaming and freaking out, and eventually I'll sink and die. but I'll make history in the process. and that makes it all right ( Read more... )

I bought two records yesterday. The newest new pornographers album - twin cinema and a single by Menomena. I saw them at sasquatch with JR last year. we both were drunk and way too hot to move so we planted ourselves down and to listen to a band we'd never heard of. they had all there instruments rolling, hardly any rocking but they blended it so ( Read more... )

I left the home I knew a few weeks ago. am still searching for somewhere to fill the void, though "home" before was a couple people, not any certain place. I'm in canada right now, showed up saturday, heading back this afternoon. we ate a lot. went to science world. the Ivanhoe. ate a lot more. went on a hike to a giant water fall. ryan jumped in. ( Read more... )

I had a doctors appointment today at 1 pm with my new Portland Doctor. I woke up, showered, took my large funky tasting daily vitamin and mineral pill, and went down to make some breakfast. I quickly felt weird and ran back up stairs to vomit up stomach acid and, you guessed it, my large funky tasting daily vitamin and mineral pill. It was one of ( Read more... )

so this evening in the car, either coming back from church or coffee, I state something similar too "it's just so weird to me to be 22 and living with my parents full time again," and then Lawrence Joe and Melanie all turn to me with an "uhhh are you being serious right now??" look while one of them said "we're all 22(or 21) and live at home with ( Read more... )

I want a girl who will not only tell me she loves me, but will also prove it. I don't think I'm asking for too much in that regards. Just prove it already. prooooove it

I want to play some basketball tomorrow with andrew

I want to go kayaking

I want to buy an old used revolver

I want flip flops.

2 more days. I need to do a lot of cleaning

My life will soon change. In a lot of ways it will be for the worse; just somethings I'm giving up or giving up on. But it'll get better in a while. And I'm terribly excited for Joe Bates and I to really start out band up. he's come visited for some practice, but we're planning on playing 4 times a week. For a month I'd think, and then see where we ( Read more... )

So this is all happened RIGHT NOW, and not 3 months ago, or three months from now. Right now, with purpose. And I do believe in accidents, but I believe accidents can happen on purpose, if that makes any sense. My short list of things I'm doing while I'll be home this next while ( Read more... )

I, Brent Littlejohn, am packing up shop and heading back to the vancouver/portland area to pursue being a full time musician. I might get a jop at subway or something, but just for the free sandwiches ( Read more... )

out of control. I cant really handle it. but I'm handling. I'm trying to be monumental with my last few days here. Im trying to hang out with the right people, do the right thing. it's tough. I thought I had my mind made up on something already, I thought I had it all figured it out, but obviously I could be wrong. my first attempt, though impaired ( Read more... )