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out of control. I cant really handle it. but I'm handling. I'm trying to be monumental with my last few days here. Im trying to hang out with the right people, do the right thing. it's tough. I thought I had my mind made up on something already, I thought I had it all figured it out, but obviously I could be wrong. my first attempt, though impaired and rediculous, was still a failure. I need to do something different. Maybe I should just speak my mind for once. say "I think this and this," and just wait for a reaction. actually I'm going to do that today. I cant just wait around for things to happen, at least not while the clock's ticking like this. alright it's settled then.