i dont even know what to do anymore.

well fuck my ass.

not really.

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I'm calling from your house, in your room, in your name|
Lying in your bed, folllowing your dreams|________________
I listen to your voice get caught in my throat as i sing:|
"This is just a dream"/----------------------------------|
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please someone teach me how to breath

i think i must have forgotten

its been so long

so long

alone in the dark

i cant breath

my lungs are full of ash

today has actually been an alright day.

even though im still not in school and im not doing anything with my time except watch tv, play video games, and talk on the internet.

BUT:

next weekend im coming back to washington.

i wont be able to visit with very many people, but i get to see john, tom, and steven, cuz im getting the rest of my stuff from ( Read more... )

alright..so i was in a really happy mood an hour ago.thats gone now.i dont know what happened...but just all of a sudden this huge feeling swept over me.i dont get what my problem is.i miss everyone alot.im seriously going nuts not being able to see you guys.

im afraid im falling again..and when i fall, people end up hurt.

i dont want that to ( Read more... )

I felt alone, for the first time ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell you what song or BAND reminds me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal

well...theres been alot of change since my last entry.i moved. to oregon.my dad kicked me out.i hate it here, i really do. i miss all of my friends so much.i want to leave here.i wanna go and visit during spring break...but i dont know if thats going to work out or not.i hate this.i want to be there with everyone.im missing out on so much.

i miss ( Read more... )

wow some people are really fucking confusing.thanks alot.