Happy holidays, cruisedirector!

[celandineb]

Title: For Nothing and Everything (when the world's a different place)
Recipient: cruisedirector
Fandom: HP
Author: snegurochka_lee
Pairing: Snape/Lupin, hints of previous Black/Lupin
Rating: R
Words: 1,700
Warnings: Watersports; Remus being angsty
Summary: A secret, a tragedy, and twelve years of misunderstanding. Isn't it time for Remus to come to terms with what he wants?

Comments

[orange_bastard]

So hot! I enjoyed that so much!

[snegurochka_lee]

Oh good, thank you! :)

[orpheus_samhain]

I didn't notice when but watersports became my kink :) You're to blame, too, because you recced some fics, heh.
It's angsty and hot. I really like Severus here. Thanks!

[snegurochka_lee]

Woot, another convert! This was going to be more graphic, but the word limit got in the way. ;) Glad you liked it!

[celandineb]

Mmm... have you really never written this kink before? I very much enjoyed the way that Severus convinces Remus to realize that he is allowed to want it, that it need not be received as a shame or a penance. And the plottiness of the Sirius references was lovely!

[snegurochka_lee]

Nope, never written it before! Only read... and read and read. ;) Glad it worked for you! It wanted to be much longer, so I'm glad paring it back didn't leave the plot suffering too much. :D

[hogwartshoney]

Yee ha, Lee. Yee ha.

[snegurochka_lee]

♥

[laurel_tx]

Heh, "watersports." That one always gets a chuckle from me... sounds like an Olympic event...

Fantastic job, I love Remus's logic at the beginning that Sirius killed James because he thought he was shagging Remus. Explains a lot, of course we all wonder why Remus believed Sirius was the traitor. And it works with Sirius's personality, not against it... Sirius has always stuck me as the kind who could never be unfaithful, could never fathom betrayal, who would be fiercely loyal to a fault, who would have a strong element of blindness in that loyalty. Hell, even his animangus form speaks of loyalty. And as such a person, I can see how disloyalty, cheating, would be the ultimate crime, would be worthy of death... I can see why Remus would entertain the thought that Sirius would kill James and him.

Wonderful job, but of course, I don't expect less from you. <3

[snegurochka_lee]

Heh, yeah, the phrase 'watersports' seems so innocent, I fear people often miss the warning because of that. :/

Thanks so much! I've had that opening scene in my mind for awhile now, and it maybe should have been saved for a longer story, but it sparked the bunny for this one so I kept it here. It does beg for more explanation from Sirius's side though, doesn't it? ;) I'm glad you enjoyed it!