i wish i could be one of those girls/people that can post their personal real feelings on myspace/online. for real, i think that would make it so much easier to open up to people about important things. but i can't, why? because i'm scared of being known too well of letting my wall down too soon. i can honestly say that about 5 people even have a ( Read more... )

akaJulia23: I have a million different things I ought to worry about, especially money, but it is sunny outside and I have just enough change for a bag of potato chips.
uhh JULiE 101: that
uhh JULiE 101: is your life story

lol
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sooooooooooooooooooooooo
tonight 
i'm completly delusional
and i keep cracking up at nothing
its like i'm drunk
but i'm not
but maybe i should be

i need a house to party at

i've calmed down

but i think everything in my life has changed or is in the process of.

ughhh

it feels good to delete people out of my life.

i think i might make my own secret loathing list, though if i did i'd drop the secret part.
might be very similar to the one that recently caused so much shit.
whatever.

i'm so pissed, and yes, probably at you if you're reading this.

more deletions to come.

thank you to those who have been there for me ( Read more... )

dear world,

i can do no right. thank you karma.

so i made this away message (on aim) for when i went on invisible, mostly for my own amusment (thats such the wrong word, it was more out of spite or anger or me needing to relieve something). anyways, i forgot to go invisible when i put it up. sucks to suck. anyways, i'm sure i look stupid to everyone ( Read more... )

ok so, it seems i've jinxed myself once again, kinda ( Read more... )

ughghghghg, its always something ( Read more... )

EVERYTHING IS SO WEIRD!
but i like it.

ok so in the course of a week, my whole past come back.

jenni imed me today and we caught up, i think if we hung out now days we would have alot more in common then last time, when i was a freak.
i accidentally hang out with andrew martinez, and get this, no feelings came rushing back, 
beau text me out of no where ( Read more... )