yet another one for me
EVERYTHING IS SO WEIRD!
but i like it.
ok so in the course of a week, my whole past come back.
jenni imed me today and we caught up, i think if we hung out now days we would have alot more in common then last time, when i was a freak.
i accidentally hang out with andrew martinez, and get this, no feelings came rushing back,
beau text me out of no where.
little justin wants to hang out.
erica were suppose to sushi date, but it was a no go.
even freaking brent called me, and in the past year the only time i've talked to him is when i am not in the right state of mind to be talking to people.
anyways, i thought julie and nat hated me the whole time i was in hawaii. i overreacted, no surprise.
things with taissa were sucking, but i found this letter from her that i got a while back, and fell in love again.
oh dang, and cleaning my room, i found so many notes.
EVERYTHING WAS SO DIFFERENT.
but its ok, and its going to be ok.
i was looking at my scotland pictures.
wow. only now do i fully realize how freaking awesome that trip was.
there are so many pictures that just make me laugh and smile and want.
i love it, i would go back in a heartbeat. no duh.
my nostalgia seems appeased.
other things:
my room is in the mist of a re-do
i get my puppy next week
i want to see rufus wainwright
i have cramps
i feel no need for a boyfriend
harry pothead in like 2 1/2 weeksihusfe7hweg
ratatouille is technically now in theaters! as of 2 hours ago.
the only thing bothering me is my relationship with one person, and i'd love to spew with all the details, but i don't feel that freedom on lj.
i'll give it this, i feel like no matter which way things are going, we're going opposite directions.
and its been like this for almost two years now. i just don't like being on the lower end. ughhghghghg.
oh and i'm kinda bothered that keven, or kevin i don't really know, hates me, but the only thing i can think of that i've done to upset him is taken him off my top 8, and that hardly seems appropriate to get upset over. i suppose i'll keep racking my brain to think of a different excuse and give him the benefit of the doubt. i really kinda miss him. & i should be able to just message him or something, but after the cold shoulder he gave me last time i saw him i feel so vulnerable to him hating on me.
but tonight while will was high, he told me how i've helped him eh, grow, for lack a better wording and it made me whoa super happy feel good.
i have insomniatic tendendies now days, i mean serisouly who poasts at 2:30 am. I DO.
i like this post.
& i hope this makes everyone smile
but i like it.
ok so in the course of a week, my whole past come back.
jenni imed me today and we caught up, i think if we hung out now days we would have alot more in common then last time, when i was a freak.
i accidentally hang out with andrew martinez, and get this, no feelings came rushing back,
beau text me out of no where.
little justin wants to hang out.
erica were suppose to sushi date, but it was a no go.
even freaking brent called me, and in the past year the only time i've talked to him is when i am not in the right state of mind to be talking to people.
anyways, i thought julie and nat hated me the whole time i was in hawaii. i overreacted, no surprise.
things with taissa were sucking, but i found this letter from her that i got a while back, and fell in love again.
oh dang, and cleaning my room, i found so many notes.
EVERYTHING WAS SO DIFFERENT.
but its ok, and its going to be ok.
i was looking at my scotland pictures.
wow. only now do i fully realize how freaking awesome that trip was.
there are so many pictures that just make me laugh and smile and want.
i love it, i would go back in a heartbeat. no duh.
my nostalgia seems appeased.
other things:
my room is in the mist of a re-do
i get my puppy next week
i want to see rufus wainwright
i have cramps
i feel no need for a boyfriend
harry pothead in like 2 1/2 weeksihusfe7hweg
ratatouille is technically now in theaters! as of 2 hours ago.
the only thing bothering me is my relationship with one person, and i'd love to spew with all the details, but i don't feel that freedom on lj.
i'll give it this, i feel like no matter which way things are going, we're going opposite directions.
and its been like this for almost two years now. i just don't like being on the lower end. ughhghghghg.
oh and i'm kinda bothered that keven, or kevin i don't really know, hates me, but the only thing i can think of that i've done to upset him is taken him off my top 8, and that hardly seems appropriate to get upset over. i suppose i'll keep racking my brain to think of a different excuse and give him the benefit of the doubt. i really kinda miss him. & i should be able to just message him or something, but after the cold shoulder he gave me last time i saw him i feel so vulnerable to him hating on me.
but tonight while will was high, he told me how i've helped him eh, grow, for lack a better wording and it made me whoa super happy feel good.
i have insomniatic tendendies now days, i mean serisouly who poasts at 2:30 am. I DO.
i like this post.
& i hope this makes everyone smile