i have come to relize that i hate my life. there is nothing or noon ethat can make it better. everyone that i trust or love lets me down. i trust nonne nor will i ever agin. i ahte who i have become nad i  blame it on nonne but myself. i feel as if im all alone in this fuciked up world and the truth of the matter is i am. i belive that there =is ( Read more... )

theres something in your eyes that makes me wanna loose myself.... in your arms.

I love that stupid ...title on this page. As dumb as it is its so true. Sometimes i just dont feel like enough. Not in just one situation but in alot. I get frustrated and irritated with everything. things just over annoy me . I need 2 move away from here and start over.----- URHGHHHH ( Read more... )

I defianlty miss my space and I HATE TOM!

I <3 my new shittt

whats done is done.

sometimes life frustrates me. things just happen that make life take a whole new whirl. why must i always be in the midst of them...

So I'm sitting here downloading some music and getting some new music.. Thank you Shawn and hackin up my right lung coughing every two seconds all while waiting for yet another load of laundry to get done so I can continue with my unending process with my worst enemy .. my laundry.

Tommorow back to work which sucks but I miss my clients when Im ( Read more... )

im sorta a big deal around here...admitt it. you <3 me truley madly deeply

Laundry sucks...

.....especially sick