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The Married life is beautiful -
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TOday I'll be putting my 2 weeks into my job..... And I'm kind of nervous -
It's been a while.
For some reason my old entries intrigue me. I love writing and Work has brought me to a setting where words have become sooo mute to me. i never write anymore.....I doubt anyone will read this entry....and my truth is I dont care. Ive changed so much......mainly for the best but the bad parts only got seemingly worse.......music is all i want when ( Read more... ) -
Never ending
This year has been wonderful and frustrating all in one. I cant believe it but Ive come to that point where I'd only day dream about these days. My life will completely change in 2 1/2 months. Away from home and away from what I know. Its scary beautiful walking with a blindfold to a place you've never even seen. But that' ll change In a few weeks ( Read more... ) -
Crazy-Meaningful
Well Today is Tuesday but I'm still living Sat. Woke up that morning told I was gonna being seeing my great grandmother in the hospital. I love my Abwela so no complaints. I didn't expect what I saw. Tubes everywhere, no movement just a loud machine and tearful eyes. Well Then my family and I get a call and my Big sisters water brakes..... Crazy. ( Read more... ) -
pins with color on the skin.
Tough...Not as tough as it was though.
Painful...Its starting to subside though it tends to sink in sometimes
faith....Hollow and still but I try to push...Not pushing hard enough.
thoughts...Broken, but constant thoughts. Constant.
Tears....Almost daily, there starting to dry.
Wondering if I could do this. Ive made myself this. The person I am now ( Read more... ) -
2 Choices worry....Or Trust??????????????????
I choose trust even though thats my weak point. Ive been so calm in myself Its pretty nice. I woke up this morning and actually wanted to continue it. Im planning on leaving to Tampa Next month. I was suppose to leave a year ago. Or atleast I thought. But Gods been working on me so Im trusting that. Ive learned alot this year. And Im insanely ( Read more... ) -
Its been a while longer.........
Things are changing. Its insane how lonely I feel tonight. but its okay. Its hard staying focused and knowing but not knowing what will be happening next. To change how comfortable you feel because of how comfortable you lay your life in the same place. Its fear. It takes over me to easy. But This time I cant let it. I have to be focused.
