January has come and gone, a whole month of hopefully being a graduated undergrad. Because they can't tell you if you have graduated or not. So I have to sit patiently and wait to see if I need to throw a wrench in my gears again. Then fix the broken machine of my life again. I have an apartment, which lays vacant. storage for my boyfriend and his ( Read more... )

So I am now 23 years of age and living back with my parents because my stay as being a professional student ended with an untimely graduation. So I am back in Jamestown with my degree in Media Arts to accompany by associates of liberal trying to find a job to sustain my life. It been a hard transition from almost a fully independent school going ( ( Read more... )

It's been almost two years since i have created an update. Not that any one reads these things anymore. We have all moved on to bigger and better things in our lives. So like usual I will use this time to update and to piss and moan about my life. Less emo this time. I promise no more remarks about cutting my wrists. Or wistful longing poems about ( Read more... )

hey! well its been months since ive written. and i just wanted to let you know im still alive. i have graduated JCC and i am planing on attending Fredonia in the fall as a visual arts major. that is the news not the emotions. and if you have been reading me for the past three years you would know that by now all of my enteries have some sort of ( Read more... )

i forgot i even had one of these... its amazing how much you forget... but i was lying in bed and thinking of things from the past of everything and how i can not fuck things up this time... and i remembered this site... and now here i am... damn... im a loser... oh well, i miss this...

so here i am telling everyone i am still living. weill i am in the realm of the liveing ( Read more... )

so iam abandening myspace for the time being... no one has written me in like 4 days. 4 DAYS!!! what the hell. everyone is thinking wow 4 days that not a whole lot. well to me it is. i get alest one peice of new mail that isnt spam... once every 4 hours. i think im going to cry!!! so down with my space right now. i wonder if its because the server ( Read more... )

so i just want to let everyone know im alive... i know have a heart attack... i updated!!! its a freaken mirical. but yeah... i found myspace. and that seems to be having technically difficuties. and i am trying to break the habit of thinking of live journal with a certain someone i try to stay away... but to no avail here i am... placing this ( Read more... )

i feel that i need to update this because no one really hears from me all that much... so i am torn right now. but im sure that it is nothing to worry about. been spending a lot of time with pat, and chillen with courtney. they are becoming a huge part of my life. sarah is off to college and is never on the computer anymore. i dont know what has ( Read more... )

and my chest starts to hurt ( Read more... )