No, no. Screw the last million entries, and the last entry to be exact. Screw the thoughts that I place inside my head, so misleading, and screw feeling uncomfortable with myself. This is life. Life is something that I will never succeed in. It's something that is put there, here, wherever, to make me, and everyone else struggle. This is MY life. ( Read more... )

Just some stuff, I like to read ( Read more... )

Here's a little entry of reality, for those that know "Shane Hellmuth" aka "ForsakenKiss" on FTJ and "Forsaken_Kiss" on Livejournal.com.. THIS ISN'T REALLY SHANE. Shane was involved in a major accident on May 17th, and is unable to speak, and walk for himself. Someone has been stealing Shane's life and posing as him on the internet. I talk to his ( Read more... )

Russ wrote the last entry,
& if I was male, I'd fucking have BLUE BALLS right now ( Read more... )

Tight. I'm nervous.
The boy boy should here ANY time. :o

I get to see him Monday.
We're going to play video games, & I'm going to take him out to dinner.

Oh!
& The cutest thing was said.

Me [to another person] - I always seem to like the ones who don't like me back.
The boy - Shit! I'm fucked then. [pout].

:o On another note, since I'm watching it:
We watched the wiggles together. :o
AW.

To be honest, I miss the feel of his lips, his flesh between my teeth and his eyes, those gorgeous fucking eyes, already.

Lets just rephase it: I'm happy, for now.

Uh haha.
I didnt even fucking do it.
BUT WHATEVUH.