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Aug 26, 2005 02:41

my brain is filled with so much at this particular moment. all these emotions are hard to put into words and if i even manage to spill every single thought/feeling i have right now into this post it could take days of sorting out to even come close to a conclusion. i took a look in the mirror a little bit ago, and i saw much more than i bargained ( Read more... )

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sa_don_tay August 26 2005, 15:37:53 UTC
You wouldnt have wasted your life, you have touched many of your friends and loved ones in ways that cant be trivialized. If you think you need a change then you do but its not becuase your a waste , its becuase you have realized that the desicions you make are not giving you the sense of peace and happiness your looking for. I think its great that you are looking to make a change and am here to help if i can. Stick with it, it will be hard but you can do it.
Russell

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1sttimeoffender August 26 2005, 17:31:12 UTC
thanks a lot russ, that makes me feel good to hear that from you. i can't wait to make some good memories with you when i come out to grand rapids.

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_broseph August 27 2005, 00:04:47 UTC
for a good change call...
BROSEPH

but serisouly you havent wasted your life
i agree with russ you have touched alot of people
and we would all miss you if you died today
so dont say that shiz

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1sttimeoffender August 27 2005, 23:31:18 UTC
thanks dude. fuckin call me sometime.. you're the busy one.

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xshatteredskies August 27 2005, 22:05:58 UTC
well all and all you have not wasted your life..certainly not at this age at least..Of course you do have some habbits that you need to break just as I and everyone else does. Come up with a plan for yourself man, and don't go back or hold off on anything on that agenda, you can fix what you feel is wrong, its not too late, and as for what joe and russ said about touching people in youve had in your life.. I have seen more people jock your attitude and way of speach in high school then anyone else, in fact its a sick thing, I could sit and name off at least 20 people that I can hardly speak with in person to this day without laughing at how much they have jocked your overall persona, it still gleams through them...but I won't name anyone because that would just be immature and would start an lj drama..not the point of this post..The first step to change is admitting you have a problem, and if you need to tear away from a couple people who you have grown to love in these past coupel years in order to help this change in you, its ( ... )

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1sttimeoffender August 27 2005, 23:33:16 UTC
thanks brodego! yeah, i can't say that i don't notice the jocking. but yeah i'ma try to get shit straight and you are most deffinetly right about tearing away from people that aren't helping the situation. thanks for the love.

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sortof intresting sa_don_tay August 28 2005, 18:41:12 UTC
take a look at who the responces are from on this post, i think it speaks worlds. We've all went our different ways... and we know it. Things change and we have witnessed that. We never thought we'd grow apart at all but we did, but even more amazing to me then growing apart is demonstrated right here on this thread. The last time we all hung out together was prolly over 1 1/2 years ago but we see one of our friends in a difficult situation and we step right up. We werent just the average group of friends, we were and still are alot more. I miss you guys and we need to have a KEC get together ASAP. The fist long weekend i get after labor day you all are taking a little drive up here. It will be a blast. You guys are brothers and i cant wait till it can be like the good ole days again. If you guys ever need anything, anything at all i want you to know that a 2 1/2 hour drive isnt going to keep me from helping you guys out. Hope to hear from you guys soon. Later ( ... )

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Re: sortof intresting 1sttimeoffender August 28 2005, 23:01:12 UTC
that's funny that you commented about that. because after mike commented, i thought the same exact thing. i feel exactly the same way. all i know is that one of the greatest memories i had was when all of us were at fletchers pond. i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna let you guys get away with not repeating that sometime soon. i love all you guys..

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Re: sortof intresting _broseph August 29 2005, 02:02:34 UTC
man i agree
KEC stand strong
no matter what we will always have that bond
you guys have always been like family
we just lost touch some since highschool
but its all good
im ready for a KEC reunion

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dirkd27 August 30 2005, 06:05:30 UTC
Im not going to be the kid that gives advice and things of that nature, because that would be ignorant on my half since we obviously havn't associated in quite some time. But what I will say is that you are one of the most independant/true to yourself people that i have ever met. You just need to find that person again, because we all tend to forget what makes us unique at one point in our lives. I havn't checked an LJ friends page in a long time, and when i have, i barely ever read the entries. But for whatever reason i decided to read yours tonight, im glad i did. It takes a lot of soul and courage to write what you did. You have 2 friends that right there with you, so take advantage of that. And i hate to sound cliche, but if you ever just need someone new to bullshit with or vent to, 586-872-3825

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