copy & paste of my myspace blog, just b/c i deleted this off of myspace & i feel the need to post somewhere how i feel/felt. how is possible for one to live feeling 100% happy one second and in an instant, 90% entirely differently? not always 90% oppositely, but just differently. maybe i'm just a fucking weirdo. that's probs it ( Read more... )

it’s 8:08 in the morning which is too goddamned early to be awake. especially considering that my head didn’t come into complete contact with the pillow until 2:00. and that i have been awake for a few hours ( Read more... )

have fancy plans in about fourty-five minutes. which exemplifies the fact that i'm one of the most low-maintenance females available. i am sitting in my pajamas with unwashed hair and not an ounce of makeup. i guarantee i can still get ready in fifteen minutes or less. too bad i don't have a clue what to wear. well whatever. i'm sure nudity is ( Read more... )

today was supposed to be house cleaning day. i was supposed to have accomplished far more than simply mopping my bathroom floor. (a task which has not even been attempted since moving into this home in march.) (a task which i should have completed consisantly throughout the previous seven months, because it was absolutely disgusting ( Read more... )

1. world at large ; modest mouse
2. jesse's girl ; rick springfield
3. soda shop ; jay branan
4. king of wishful thinking ; go west
5. stronger ; kanye west
6. don't stop believin' ; journey
7. walk through hell ; say anything
8. beautiful girls ; sean kingston
9. the engine driver ; the decemberists
10. lament of pretty baby ; cursive

basically, i will never do anything with my university of memphis english degree ( Read more... )

one year ago, to the date, i wrote ( Read more... )

two kids sit in front of me in intro to art today.
one a boy- obviously gay- the other a girl.
both are dressed in pseudo emo clothing; hollister re-vamped if you will.
i think to myself "aw. how cute. that's me when i was a freshman ( Read more... )

i don't even know the last time i wrote anything on this place. however, i finally have a computer again (which i have been treating like a lil baby since it was purchased & i nearly wept last night when i noticed it had a small scratch on the top of it). i don't think i even have anything to report on, nor do i even have friends that use this ( Read more... )

its a beautiful day outside; one that is doing well at competeing with the absolute amazingness of yesterdays weather & events. (okay why the fuck wont livejournal let me use apostrophes?) the last few days have been up and down, but im happy to report that this spring break is the best one i have had since i began college. i didnt go to the beach ( Read more... )