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a dreary life
LATELY LIFE HAS BEEN SAD. NOT THE NORMAL KIND OF SAD. THE KIND OF SAD THAT BRINGS DOWN A HOUSEHOLD. THE KIND OF SAD THAT CAN CRUSH SOMEONE'S SOUL. AND I CAN'T ESCAPE IT. IT'S SUFFOCATING HERE. LIKE I CANT BREATHE AND NO ONE CARES. THIS LIFE ISN'T MINE. DOES THAT GIVE ME RIGHT TO LEAVE AND ESCAPE THE UNHAPPINESS? HOW CAN I BREATHE AGAIN WHEN I AM ( Read more... ) -
finals this week and next
I think everyone who is relatively sane gets end of the year jitters. So you work so hard all year long and then there is a final which turns into this huge percent of your grade. So if you don't do well on it you don't do well in the class. Personally I think it's unfair. If you work and get an A you should get it regardless. I mean talk about ( Read more... ) -
got in an argument...seriously not at fault...tell me what u think
My bf comes over after work. He looks tired. Understandable. But he is completely covered in dirt. He sits down on my bed. i have a white blanket. I say "Aw dude get off of my bed you are covered in dirt" he looks at me all stupid, gets up moves to the other bed and calls me a bitch and says I am stupid for saying that. Okay I let that one slip. ( Read more... ) -
trying to keep up
I have been trying to post a journal as often as possible and well, you can see how well thats going. I want to put up less bs and more creative stuff but school is dragging me down. plus I keep on getting dragged into youtube and all its nonsense. man the ways I spend my time!! maybe sometime later this week I will let you guys have a taste of my ( Read more... ) -
I am new to this site
I figured I would just mix everything up. Some short stories, maybe some fanfic, poetry, just plain how was my day. I like to keep things interesting even though my life isn't the most exciting. I enjoy writing and will keep writing even if I only ever get one read. So here goes. :) -
ugly betty ending
I, like all other fans of Betty, was extremely sad after the end of the series last week. It ended with her on top basically. But the ending was so bittersweet it was hard to focus on it. Why would they cancel Betty? It was funny and inspirational. She was a strong independent woman and I sort of looked up to her. I am super sad that it's all over ( Read more... ) -
hope it gives you hell
glee. simply. completely. Beautifully. -
JUST THROW IT ALL AWAY!
Sleep eluded me last night. I looked forward to a day filled with physical and exhausting work. Sit down and watch a movie? I wish. My interrupted sleep led a a very cranky version of myself. I spent literally all day moving everyone into a new place. Which is a lot more than it seems. I was moving the microwave and some idiot put the fish on the ( Read more... ) -
am i killing myself?
I am about to take a test for school. Spanish if any of you were wondering. And suddenly I thought back to a recent argument my boyfriend and I had. You see. I am overweight. In this day and age it is not so much of a surprise for someone to have weight issues. Over time I have come to terms with my weight and I finally love myself as I am. Well ( Read more... )