so it has been awhile since i have updated this! so umm school has started yayay for me!!! i have an amazying boyfriend...i mean seriously what else could a girl want especially on her senior year! football game to night against OV that should be a riot. umm dance afterwards!!! cant wait i get to hang out with my friends tonight so im happy! but ( Read more... )

so umm today i basically did nothing except just chilled around my house! but tomorrow i am going to double J J ranch so that should be fun!!! well i am really really bored so i think i am gonna bounce
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so umm i havent updated this is like years!!! haha well umm lets say a month and a half..lol well umm i am starting to do it again cuz a friend told me tooo!!!! well umm my summer has been okay i guess i really dont know what to say....im growing my hair out so its long..lol and i am dyeing a chocolate cherry red. cuz some peeps want me too well ( Read more... )

so today is the seniors last day of school. and its the sadest day for me and i have yet not cracked and started to cry. but i think i might start crying probably once i go to the art room during my 4th hour cuz it will be the last time i see billy but actually it wont cuz i have his number and i am invited to his open house so its all good. i cant ( Read more... )

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so i started this diet yesterday and so far i lost a pound!!!!! im excited... hopefully i look decent for senior pics this summer so i can be thin and not fat. well im off to bed to invent a better me..lol i know gay but what can i say!

so i like this guy a lot and i just found out he has a g/f and my heart sank sooo hard it was unbelievable so now i just dont know what to think. part of me is hoping it doesnt last long and the other part of me is like i need to just move on. i just dont know what to do. i really need someone to help me out here. it hurts me so bad to think that ( Read more... )

so my weekend was okay i guess!!! but umm one of my friends is back home for the summer and i havent been able to hang out with him yet so yeah its pissing me off and he doesnt wanna come see me...grrr. lol well umm i really dont know what else is going on with my life so i am gonna bounce. update some more lata

poor thing

It happens to other people
you say poor thing.
But when it happens to you
its different.
Because you took my body
and you tore it in half,
you took my child, my heart
and my laugh.
you took everything 
I had for myself, you have everything,
now your gone.
your just my poor thing.

Today Is: May 9, 2006 ( Read more... )