Harry/Harry - Past!Harry and Present!Harry ~WARNING FOR SELFCEST?~
anonymous
November 1 2012, 02:33:08 UTC
Harry in the present goes to sleep thinking of his first time and how it was horrible. He wakes up with a heavy boy on top of him and he realizes its himself, young and still a virgin. Harry takes it as a sign to 'right his wrongs' and yeah, sexy timeee. Haha see you guys in hell.
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 04:56:40 UTC
The eighteen-year-old Harry shudders at the memory and forces his mind to stop before it goes further. He knows how it ends. He felt it for a week afterward. Danny wasn't in school that Monday. Nor the rest of the year. Harry heard he switched schools, but it's really anybody's guess.
His mind flashes back to the tawdry pink sign and he winces. How could any fan want to lose their virginity to him? They barely knew Harry and he knew even less of them. He wouldn't make it special for them, the way he wishes his first time had been
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 05:19:28 UTC
“I... what?”
“We auditioned for X Factor and were put in a group with four other lads. We named ourselves One Direction and took third, but we're world-famous now. We're actually in America.” He's staring into his own wide, honest green eyes and he feels sorry for the people he's subjected to this gaze, sees now that it's a bit unsettling to be so close to it.
The next words out of his younger self are so fifteen-year-old Harry and it breaks his heart. “Do I fall in love?” The version of himself he's looking at is a virgin and is looking at him with such hope like he doesn't think the answer could be any worse than no, we haven't fallen in love. He can't meet his own eyes after that but his younger self is persistent and asks him again louder, shoving him a bit. He's so unapologetic and Harry has to wonder when he became such a coward.
“No. We haven't tried since... um... well, there's this guy, Danny,” and Harry freezes, suddenly remembering from every time-travel movie he's ever seen that he cannot tell his former self the future
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 05:43:58 UTC
He's right, of course. And Harry knows how fit he is at eighteen. If he were fifteen again, he would be absolutely drooling over himself. He wishes he could have lost his virginity to someone so attractive. And so experienced, god. Harry's fucked a lot of boys in the past year. He hasn't bottomed since that first time, though. Maybe he could show himself how good bottoming could be. Or at least how good the boys he'd shagged said it could be.
Lord. Is he really considering this? He looks back into his own eyes, so hopeful and innocent in a way they haven't been in almost two years.
“Okay.”
“Okay?” Harry nods.
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It's a bit weird, standing a meter from your naked self. It's like looking in a reversed mirror. The nipples aren't what he's used to seeing. The hair goes the wrong way. It's unsettling.
“Would you kiss me already?” his former self is impatient and Harry forces his mind to forget he's about to fuck his virginal, fifteen-year-old self. It breaks every rule in the book. Just another fan. Just another fan
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 06:02:06 UTC
Harry takes pity on the inexperienced teen and closes his mouth securely around the head. He sucks gently as he lowers his mouth and lets his tongue drag over the veins pushing out against the skin. The Harry beneath him lets out a high keening noise at the friction. He bobs his head around the shaft, wrapping his hand around what his mouth can't reach. The blunt end presses against the back of his throat on the way down and on the way up, he purses his lips around the head and sucks hard
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 06:16:31 UTC
“I'm all right. Is it good for you? You haven't even come yet. I'm not going to break if you fuck me like an animal, you know.”
Harry guffaws at that, equal parts shocked and aroused. “You might, you twat.” His past self rolls his eyes.
“My arse will recover. That,” he looks between them at Harry's straining purple prick, “looks like it actually might break.”
“Nevermind,” he growls, “forget I even asked. You're fine.”
“Can you move your hand then?” Harry obeys, sliding the two fingers back into his hole. He takes his time working up a rhythm, scissoring and curling with practiced technique. The boy's a writhing mess before long and Harry smirks and nips at his neck after a particularly loud moan.
“This good?” he asks cheekily. It earns him an emphatic eye roll from the teen.
“I'd like to get up to three fingers eventually.”
“Just shut up and let me love you down, yeah?” Harry's still smiling as he speeds his thrusts.
“You asked,” he starts, but is cut off by a low moan in his throat as a third finger is added. Harry works him
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 06:28:10 UTC
He's so thoroughly wrecked, it's hard to watch.
The boy's arse clenches around Harry and it's too much to take. His vision whites out and he lets out a sob of relief as he empties inside his younger self. He collapses into him, skin unbearably hot and slick with sweat but he's unable to hold himself up any longer. It's minutes before he feels a pair of hands rubbing his back, comforting. One trails up to tangle in his hair and pull his head up and he cringes as their skin sticks together with sweat and come.
“Thank you,” deep green is staring down at him when he finally opens his eyes, “that was... massive.”
And Harry can't help it. He snorts a laugh. And then another as he pulls out and rolls onto his side to face him. And then he's full-on beaming at the boy, dimples and all as they both burst into giggles.
“That was ridiculous,” Harry manages between bouts of laughter.
“You're ridiculous. Took your fucking time with me, didn't you
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 06:44:13 UTC
Harry's chest feels tight in a way he can't entirely attribute to his bedmate. There was no way he pulled Louis. Sure, there'd been some interested looks since the X Factor days, and he knows Louis is bi, but Louis is a top, through and through, and Harry gave up on that shag a while ago.
Harry realizes with horror that his arse is sore and he definitely bottomed last night. God, Louis fucked him in the bum and he doesn't even remember it.
“You're insatiable,” Louis is chiding him now, pulling him from his miserable thoughts. “Can't we cuddle without you spreading your legs just once?” Harry's heart feels like it's being choked at the casualness in Louis' tone. He rolls the older boy off his chest and jerks away from him.
“Why did you say it like that?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like I'm always spreading my legs for you.”
“Oh, love. But you are. You're kind of a minx,” Louis says. He sits up on the side of the bed and stretches his muscles, his back to Harry.
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 06:55:14 UTC
They're halfway through the show that night when Louis pulls him over by his elbow and points out at the crowd. Harry gives him a placating grin, used to Louis' fascination with the literary talents of their fans, and breaks his gaze to search the audience for whatever sign has caught his boyfriend's attention. He finds it easily and has a feeling of deja vu at the situation. Of course Louis would pick a pink one. When Harry finally makes out the words-a task that was delayed significantly by the excessive use of glitter-he can't help the yelp of a laugh that escapes his mouth. He gives the girl a helpless wave and turns to raise his eyebrows at Louis.
Bit young, he mouths. Louis just shrugs and holds in his giggles as they end the song
( ... )
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 23:31:15 UTC
Thank you! I'm like red all over. I've never posted fic before--though I like constantly write it--and that comment makes me want to fill every prompt ever. I just hate when people abandon something so I won't post an incomplete story and I can never finish my own prompts.
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anonymous
December 3 2012, 23:53:06 UTC
Thank you! I'm glad you saw it through!
Selfcest is hard for me to write as a PWP because the characters can't run off into the sunset together. Closure is needed, and that's why I added the gradual memory changes with Louis at the end there.
It was all very self-indulgent, too, as I mentioned I like to sing booooooyfriends when I write Larry and that brings me great joy. Like, you can't even know.
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anonymous
December 4 2012, 00:06:42 UTC
Eep! Thank you for noticing! As I was writing I was like oh god I hope people get this. It makes so much sense in my head for time travel to work like this. I'm smiling so hard right now that you called it clever.
I kind of want to sob with relief that you guys like this. I read so much fic that for people to like mine, it's just marvelous.
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anonymous
December 4 2012, 10:17:26 UTC
This was lovely! Harry was so sweet to little!Harry that I kind of wanted them to end up together :3 No, but I did like the ending and how Harry ended up enjoying being fucked and and give up control. <3
Gah, I wish I could get you to write little!Harry domming the fuck out of 18 y o Harry... Hehe. I didn't say anything.
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His mind flashes back to the tawdry pink sign and he winces. How could any fan want to lose their virginity to him? They barely knew Harry and he knew even less of them. He wouldn't make it special for them, the way he wishes his first time had been ( ... )
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“We auditioned for X Factor and were put in a group with four other lads. We named ourselves One Direction and took third, but we're world-famous now. We're actually in America.” He's staring into his own wide, honest green eyes and he feels sorry for the people he's subjected to this gaze, sees now that it's a bit unsettling to be so close to it.
The next words out of his younger self are so fifteen-year-old Harry and it breaks his heart. “Do I fall in love?” The version of himself he's looking at is a virgin and is looking at him with such hope like he doesn't think the answer could be any worse than no, we haven't fallen in love. He can't meet his own eyes after that but his younger self is persistent and asks him again louder, shoving him a bit. He's so unapologetic and Harry has to wonder when he became such a coward.
“No. We haven't tried since... um... well, there's this guy, Danny,” and Harry freezes, suddenly remembering from every time-travel movie he's ever seen that he cannot tell his former self the future ( ... )
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Lord. Is he really considering this? He looks back into his own eyes, so hopeful and innocent in a way they haven't been in almost two years.
“Okay.”
“Okay?” Harry nods.
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It's a bit weird, standing a meter from your naked self. It's like looking in a reversed mirror. The nipples aren't what he's used to seeing. The hair goes the wrong way. It's unsettling.
“Would you kiss me already?” his former self is impatient and Harry forces his mind to forget he's about to fuck his virginal, fifteen-year-old self. It breaks every rule in the book. Just another fan. Just another fan ( ... )
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Harry guffaws at that, equal parts shocked and aroused. “You might, you twat.” His past self rolls his eyes.
“My arse will recover. That,” he looks between them at Harry's straining purple prick, “looks like it actually might break.”
“Nevermind,” he growls, “forget I even asked. You're fine.”
“Can you move your hand then?” Harry obeys, sliding the two fingers back into his hole. He takes his time working up a rhythm, scissoring and curling with practiced technique. The boy's a writhing mess before long and Harry smirks and nips at his neck after a particularly loud moan.
“This good?” he asks cheekily. It earns him an emphatic eye roll from the teen.
“I'd like to get up to three fingers eventually.”
“Just shut up and let me love you down, yeah?” Harry's still smiling as he speeds his thrusts.
“You asked,” he starts, but is cut off by a low moan in his throat as a third finger is added. Harry works him ( ... )
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The boy's arse clenches around Harry and it's too much to take. His vision whites out and he lets out a sob of relief as he empties inside his younger self. He collapses into him, skin unbearably hot and slick with sweat but he's unable to hold himself up any longer. It's minutes before he feels a pair of hands rubbing his back, comforting. One trails up to tangle in his hair and pull his head up and he cringes as their skin sticks together with sweat and come.
“Thank you,” deep green is staring down at him when he finally opens his eyes, “that was... massive.”
And Harry can't help it. He snorts a laugh. And then another as he pulls out and rolls onto his side to face him. And then he's full-on beaming at the boy, dimples and all as they both burst into giggles.
“That was ridiculous,” Harry manages between bouts of laughter.
“You're ridiculous. Took your fucking time with me, didn't you ( ... )
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Harry realizes with horror that his arse is sore and he definitely bottomed last night. God, Louis fucked him in the bum and he doesn't even remember it.
“You're insatiable,” Louis is chiding him now, pulling him from his miserable thoughts. “Can't we cuddle without you spreading your legs just once?” Harry's heart feels like it's being choked at the casualness in Louis' tone. He rolls the older boy off his chest and jerks away from him.
“Why did you say it like that?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like I'm always spreading my legs for you.”
“Oh, love. But you are. You're kind of a minx,” Louis says. He sits up on the side of the bed and stretches his muscles, his back to Harry.
“Wha-but I'm not!” he sputters ( ... )
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Bit young, he mouths. Louis just shrugs and holds in his giggles as they end the song ( ... )
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Anyways.
YOU CALLED MY PORN HOT!
Dying, brb.
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Selfcest is hard for me to write as a PWP because the characters can't run off into the sunset together. Closure is needed, and that's why I added the gradual memory changes with Louis at the end there.
It was all very self-indulgent, too, as I mentioned I like to sing booooooyfriends when I write Larry and that brings me great joy. Like, you can't even know.
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I kind of want to sob with relief that you guys like this. I read so much fic that for people to like mine, it's just marvelous.
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Gah, I wish I could get you to write little!Harry domming the fuck out of 18 y o Harry... Hehe. I didn't say anything.
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