goddamn i'm sad. i get snubbed by guys a lot. they always look at me like they have no idea why i would be interacting with them. this leads me to believe that, somehow, when i wasn't looking, a huge wart or otherwise grotesque monstrosity must have somehow formed on my face when i wasn't looking. but nope, no warts. i guess i'm just downright ( Read more... )

oh man i just got burned at the toyota dealership...i went in to see about applying for credit on a scion xA...shut up i want one so bad...and i was told that with a $1000 down payment, i'd have to have a monthly income of $2200 or more. my monthly income is, realistically, $1100. crap. so i have to save up about $8000 to be able to afford a scion ( Read more... )

well i'm going to update like i havent been neglecting my journal. school and work take all my time, i have about 5 hours a week to see my friends. i took out my septum ring and got my tattoos finished. i'm trying to grow my hair out. oh and never dye any part of your hair purple, it's damn near impossible to keep it from rubbing off on your neck ( Read more... )

therein lies the reason that i never update anymore. but i start cosmetology school in a week or so. bet my family never thought i would want nothing more than a vocational certificate. my grandpa must be proud. so shortly, my life will once again consist of nothing but school and work. see? nothing changes. and i'm not complaining, more observing ( Read more... )

went to see the rapture and the moving units on friday, such a great show. the moving units are so much fun to dance to and the rapture is just great to watch. i was with a huge group, like 15-something people i think. saw a boy who blew me off, totally put him on the spot. janae hung all over me, completely drunk. had a ranch packet thrown at me ( Read more... )

so lately i have been reading too much. i re-read Girl by blake nelson and now i'm working on salinger's Franny and zooey. so far, i love it. i am trying to work on a new canvas as well, but my reading and sleeping takes too much time ( Read more... )

oh man they are so beautiful! i went in last night and josh showed me the design he had come up with, and i loved it sooo much. he went outside to grab a cigarette and right as he was coming back in, carly cayla and christine walked in. carly went in back with me. i couldn't believe how painless it was. he was like "are you ready?" and after he ( Read more... )

yeah so i am the happiest person ever! wanna know why?!?!
I GET MY FIRST PIECES OF INK TOMORROW! AHHHHHHH i'm so excited i can't contain myself for joy...weee...

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well john dumped me last night. i'm still kind of in shock, i'm still not exactly sure why he did it. i cried for about 10 hours straight, i'm a total mess right now. he says that he "just needs time", and i want to wait for him, but we're always going to be friends because i love him too much to put him out of my life completely.
yes, my heart is ( Read more... )