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procrastination
hehehhe id wrather write this than my essayy haha oh welll
i actually ate dinner but only half a plate but it was still chinese food but i hadnt had anything since breakfast but that was too much too.
butbutbutbutbutbutbut wayy too many excuses. there are like three four guys who i like right now might as well think about them whenever i feel some ( Read more... ) -
bar-b-q's arent exactly a fun day
dsojhdsgjsj im like in between 120 and 125 all the time, i cant just stay at 120 or get down to 115. this is redic. although maybe its just the HUGE AMOUNT OF BULLSHIT that i ate yesterday at the movies. ugh. i just want to be at 115 constantly and i look and feel disgusting this is the worst long weekend ever ( Read more... ) -
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so i went tanning outside and i havent eaten since breakfast at like 630 and it feels so good!! lifeguarding and coaching starts NEXT WEEK so ill be out of the house and awayyyyy from food and my pesky mother ( Read more... ) -
TOMORROW
fuck. this is so shitty. im sooo confused about the guy i like and i just gained a second on my 400 and i totally fucked up my 800 (track) and ive eaten like shit. this weekend and last week were fab. this week has blown.
so TOMORROW im starting a 3day fast until sun morning, because then i have to go have breakfast with my team and theyll be ( Read more... ) -
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lalallala all time low and cobra starship last night were SOOOO GOOOOODDD :):) like that just made my week. fall out boy was ehh, and i wanna hear more of hey monday they were good too!!!!
so yeah
ive been eating like only breakfast and now because i can drive alone more i tell my mom i went to like chipotle or somehting with people or ill be like ( Read more... ) -
BOOST
i just broke 70 seconds in my 400m for track and i only ate 585 CALORIES TODAYYY (and all in breakfast) so i mean it could be better but 20 of them were from a monster energy drink (lowcarb like duhh haha) and i ran ALOT at the meet today and walked allll around the baseball field and lax field to see both games. WOOO. i feel so energized like i ( Read more... ) -
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so. its raining it just stopped thundering and i just totally ate a shitload of food. um im BLOWN that yesterday i couldnt celebrate with my buds (lol) but this weekend is looking up: concert on friday and saturday, time to work on my tannnnn ( Read more... )