ever have one of those days where you feel like you could stand in the middle of a crowded room and set yourself on fire and no one would notice?

i feel like that almost every single day

sometimes i think it would have been a much smarter idea to off myself at 10 than to pretend like there was a reason not to

guess what 10 year old self, you DIDN'T know everything - turns out you should have just done it - cause now 22 year old self doesn't have the balls

fuck fuck fuck fuck

FUCK

fucking fuck fuck

...i wish i could scream that right now and so on until i feel better

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Does anyone have any Brain Aloe I can borrow? I'm mentally burnt

You: who created you?
God: I was created by bored.com.

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grumble grumble

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh grumble fucking grumble

theres nothing else to say...its the only thing ive had to say for days