[Roxas was in the middle of coming back down to reality. He was in the church... I-It was just a dream, a nightmare. His breath starts to slow down to a more reasonable pace but still looks a bit freaked as his hand still rests on where he was "stabbed".]
Dammit...
[Other than that and his breathing, nothing else can be heard as he's still trying to ground himself to reality]
[audio] just when they were being nice too orz13thkeyMarch 20 2011, 04:54:53 UTC
[Hearing Riku's voice almost made him jump, but he resisted as he looked and found the Dreamberry to be on. Riku on the other line. His dream flashes back in his mind and there's only one thing he can say/yell at this moment]
Leave me alone!
[There's some fumbling around with it before Click! He couldn't deal with Riku right now, especially after that]
voice; ;A; roxasabitoverhalfMarch 20 2011, 06:40:11 UTC
Alright? Careful, there.
[ his voice is quiet but not too gentle like he's treating him like a child. that took a mighty blow out of him, so much so that he might sound a little weak. ]
voice; i know orz13thkeyMarch 20 2011, 15:45:57 UTC
[The voice snapped him out of his repeating thoughts of his dream as he looked over to where it came from. He fumbled with the Dremaberry a bit as he picked it up, still breathing a bit heavily but better than when he shot awake]
... I'm fine.
[If anything it sounds like he's trying to convince himself of the fact]
[She knows they're just dreams. And being just dreams, they can't exactly hurt anyone physically. But even knowing that, after what she's seen Roxas dream, even if it wasn't true, it just was so painful to watch.
She almost didn't know what to say at first. She almost felt like apologizing.]
R-Roxas. Roxas, i-it's okay. It was just a dream. None of it... None of it was real.
[video] ...I should have responded to this sooner. orz Sorry!viiinoteMarch 30 2011, 09:25:59 UTC
[...He knows it's only a dream, but even this dream isn't too far from the truth. Roxas had, in a sense, lost the only life that he had. It's a thought that haunts him still, invades his mind more than it should, but now isn't the time to bother with himself.
Right now he wants to focus on Roxas.
He waits for the dream to end before he turns on the video function of his Dreamberry and glances down at the screen, expression blank as he speaks.]
...Roxas. [Of all the times to be away from you right now--]
[video] No worries! 13thkeyMarch 30 2011, 20:56:32 UTC
[He was doing a bit better after talking to a couple of people but he was still pretty out of it, breathing still a bit off. Still, that doesn't mean he didn't recognize the voice that came from his Dreamberry.
Axel... Of all the dreams he could've seen why did it have to be this one? His hand was still grasping his chest in memory of his dream. He... didn't know what to say, he really didn't. He can't bring himself to look at the screen even.]
[Hearing that does help though, even if just a bit. He was still here but hearing someone say it instead of trying to convince himself helped. Looking a bit at the screen now, with a slight nod]
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Dammit...
[Other than that and his breathing, nothing else can be heard as he's still trying to ground himself to reality]
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Leave me alone!
[There's some fumbling around with it before Click! He couldn't deal with Riku right now, especially after that]
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[ his voice is quiet but not too gentle like he's treating him like a child. that took a mighty blow out of him, so much so that he might sound a little weak. ]
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... I'm fine.
[If anything it sounds like he's trying to convince himself of the fact]
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[ it's not mocking, not at all--the way he says it is very solemn, as if sharing in Roxas' struggle. ]
Or, at least, that's what I tell myself. It doesn't always... work.
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... I'm finding that out.
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She almost didn't know what to say at first. She almost felt like apologizing.]
R-Roxas. Roxas, i-it's okay. It was just a dream. None of it... None of it was real.
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... I know. Sorry you had to watch that.
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Please don't apologize. It's nothing you could control. It's just... just a dream, and it's not real.
[There is an awkward pause though.] Will you... be okay?
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I think so... A guy called the Doctor told me a lot about nightmares and dreams in general so it's got me distracted, if only a little.
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Right now he wants to focus on Roxas.
He waits for the dream to end before he turns on the video function of his Dreamberry and glances down at the screen, expression blank as he speaks.]
...Roxas. [Of all the times to be away from you right now--]
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Axel... Of all the dreams he could've seen why did it have to be this one? His hand was still grasping his chest in memory of his dream. He... didn't know what to say, he really didn't. He can't bring himself to look at the screen even.]
... Hey.
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...You're still here. [Roxas just has to know that. He isn't faded, isn't a part of anyone else.]
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Right.
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