i hate misunderstandings. unfortunately they are occurring more and more frequently in my life. anymore i find that the people who used to understand be best are slowly transforming into people that are angry with me. oftentimes i am left in the dark as to why.

so i should be doing hours for my 0880 right now but the shop is closed...eh ( Read more... )

had a great night last night. went out to the bar and have some important conversations that seemed to help all involved.

today began okay: woke up 6:30 arrived on campus 7:30 blah blah blah. then i got an email that made me very uneasy for no apparent reason. maybe i am begining to expect disappointment. for the most part, things in my life are not going as smoothly as i would have hoped. this is supposed to be my relaxing semester and yet it has been about equally ( Read more... )

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things just aren't clicking with my old friends. i am losing people at a rapid rate. i have moved backward because now i feel that talking about your problems is only a means of multiplying them and the anger associated with them ( Read more... )

i hate the phrase treat others how you want to be treated because lately i feel as though i am the only one trying and everyone is ignoring the hints.

part one will be my not so normal but still fun holiday break. for those of you who participated in this break or have already heard about it proceed directly to part two ( Read more... )

just when i thought that my life was slowly creeping closer to being comfortable...

it has come to my attention that the world has moved on and i was completely oblivious to it. finals are NOT killing me - close but not quite yet. almost done with my lighting design final (random note: i love drafting because i like the way vellum feels) i just need to type up my hook up in excel. god i feel so much better when i do things ( Read more... )