i have a bad bad feeling about this bad bad feeling
today began okay: woke up 6:30 arrived on campus 7:30 blah blah blah. then i got an email that made me very uneasy for no apparent reason. maybe i am begining to expect disappointment. for the most part, things in my life are not going as smoothly as i would have hoped. this is supposed to be my relaxing semester and yet it has been about equally as stressful as the others. school is fine and is demanding very little of me right now but the personal relations portion of my life is being sucked into a vortex.