Daniella and I had a fallout. I am not in the wrong for once. And there can't be a civil apology on her part. I won't mend this. As much as I miss her, I can't have her walking all over me. That is not what  friendship is all about. So hopefully she will step up and be a bigger man. I've done my share of apologizing to everyone and anyone. I'm done ( Read more... )

I am officially on vacation. And so far it has been promising.
I've  partied with Daniella and Nikki. Which was long overdue.
I saw Alice In Wonderland. And OBVIOUSLY that was great!
I'm working out everyday. I have healthy meal plans for the entire week.
And I'm able to relax and not worry about the stresses of being co-manager. Awesome.
Only bad ( Read more... )

If I hadn't made me, I would've been made somehow..
If I hadn't assembled myself, Id've fallen apart by now.
If I hadn't made me, I'd be more inclined to bow.
Powers that be, Would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow.
But...

If you let them make you, they'll make you Paper-Mache
At a distance you're strong, until the wind comes
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self-righteousness is an epidemic. We can all be so judgmental. And in turn we are all paranoid because we are aware of the judgment that is continuously placed upon us. When can we just be ourselves, say what we feel, do what we please without the fear of being reprimanded ( Read more... )

So apparently 2009 Toyotas are being recalled. So on Monday I will have to make a few phone calls to see what I can do about this. Let us hope that I DON'T DIE BEFORE THEN! Alright, that was a little dramatic. But I am a woman, of course ( Read more... )

I don't like where this is going ( Read more... )

what women would do if they had a penis for a day ( Read more... )

We find comfort in appealing memories.
We are only human.
Unfortunately.

Just keep thinking...
Never a good thing.
Starting the new year with regrets.
There should be no regrets.
Than why do I constantly doubt myself?
This year will be just fine I'm sure
Just save money, quit smoking, and try to be a better me.

NO REGRETS.


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Went to The Bottom line. And apparently we were too early for the party. So we left and went downtown. Nothing seemed to be happening in Ft. myers. So we drove back into the Cape thinking we would hit The Pearl. Then realized, "Damn, that's quite expensive." So we decided to check out Groove-street. Over the bridge we go again! And when we reach US ( Read more... )