Alone...

[wicked_xand]

Anya and I had stayed away for a few days. Not from each other. God no. That would give her notice that something is wrong. But we stayed away from the gang. We all knew now what Buffy was dealing with. She had been in heaven and Willow, Anya, Tara and I ripped her out of there with our spell not even thinking that maybe since she had been a slayer

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[summers__buffy]

I wasn't exactly sure on how long I had been laying on my bed the other night but it gave me alot of time to think. Thinking was the only thing that was worth doing anymore if it was even really that. But so much had happened and it couldn't be ignored no matter how much I wished it could be. Things were wrose and I knew it. I had to at least try and be strong, but I don't know if I really have it in me anymore. I was always the strong one. Brave little Buffy. Yeah, I'm so brave and strong. Truth was I felt useless

[wicked_xand]

Something wrong? What isn't wrong

[summers__buffy]

I walked over to the couch and sat, the phone still clenched in my hand. What surprised me was it was Xander. He doesn't ever usually use the phone. Nope, most of the time he skipped the phone part and went directly to the coming over part. It was awkward to say the least. I mean here I was talking to Xander one of my best friends and I had nothing to say. That or I couldn't bring myself to say anything

[wicked_xand]

She paused for a minute or two obviously contemplating my request. It was understandable. We hadn't really gotten together for coffee or rather for anything in a long while. And personally I had thought this was overdue. I leaned into the phone while glancing through the classifieds. No particular reason of course. I had a nice job as a construction worker moving on up the ladder