Forgot about this thing. Need to start journaling again. Hello.

My body is not invincible, and is not as tough/indestructible/sturdy as I think. Being 1 of 2 transporters of a large wooden desk down two flights of stairs in Williamsburg and up one flight in Morris Park taught me that A) the initial extremely uncomfortable pressure in my back is not actually a sign that I will explode/become paralyzed in a 24- ( Read more... )

Red Bones. Rehearsal dinner for J and F's wedding tomorrow at Celtics arena. Signing lease (fingers crossed) and moving in next week. Orientation the following week -- 3 days; class starts following day. Head exploding; mostly happy.

Wings spread thin Stretch like
cobwebs. You spider You trap

Wind, prey on its song.

Lukewarm leaf, fiber
character of porcelain
Flood Earthquake Drought

Forcing myself to post again, partially as a desperate attempt to produce something. My goal is to post every day, no matter how mundane... I have not been producing much of anything (aside from a general aura of negativity) lately, and if this kicks me to change, then it's better than nothing.

It is between the neck and chest, grown so big I can barely swallow. 
It is a specimen of coincidence.
It has outgrown my voice.
The almond eye of the Venn obstruction, it shrinks as physiology and affect float apart, wanting to disown their intersection
I too want to spit it out.

It is the moment after the elbow meets the table corner, before the ( Read more... )

I miss pediatric endocrinology.

If developments this November force me to renounce one side of my dual citizenship, it will be a very tough call between the Russian Federation and Wasilla.
::national facepalm::

A fear turned fortune turned goodbye postponed

The frantic, futile threat “You’ll die alone”

Will turn the stomach and the mind around

From force to impotence, plant in the ground

My coldest sweat, his sharpest pain, collapse,

The final grain of yellow sand elapsed

All hope abandon, ye who enter here

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