yea i never update, but i just want to say disposible diapers are the worst invention ever, why do i use them and throw my money away? next check im getting cloth.

my goal for me, seein i have a job now, i want to be out of here by lillahs 3rd birthday; have my own apartment by then,

and i want red dishes/cookingware and brightly color towels.
and a pull out couch that turns into a bed. =]

over the summer i will get 2 tattoos, and save the rest.

this year has been one of the best years in a long long time, nothing has gone "wrong" yet...hopefully it will be my year!

happy birthday to me;


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so new year is going great, just thought id let all 5 of you who read my journal know! lol, i should really write in here more...lol

so lillah did some "audition" modeling couple weeks ago, and if they like her she will be able to do some photos for magazines and the like...
here are some of her photos


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lillahs walking =D

the longer that we are apart the more i want him so bad, id do anything right now to have mad sex with him.

my baby girl is getting so big.
we brought her to her one year appt the other day...

she is 23 and a quarter pounds
31 and a half inches tall
and her head is 45 and a half.
she is very well advanced for her age other than walking.
she started taking steps just the other day, and she is so proud of herself.


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