Bedroom Blogging
Boys. . .how they trouble me. . . .
I was talking to Kellie this morning about boys. Why do things have to be so complicated? Why do there have to be games? Neither one of us could figure it out. I think I just need to find a male version of myself. That way, I can KNOW the guy is being upfront and honest. I don't mind a guy being tactless to do so. I wouldn't mind a pool or poker partner either.
I have more initials to add to the library of men in my life.
First set of initials are. . .*drum roll*. . . MG. I met MG while I was out with some friends the other night. We hit it off fairly well but I think alcohol had a lot to do with that. And the bet* too.
*FYI - Lindsay and I have a bet going as to who can have sex in the private study rooms in the NSU library first. We haven't figured out a wager yet (any suggestions?) but we have the terms. It's a joke bet so we aren't betting money or anything and if I don't win, no biggie. It would just be funny and a little badge of honor. My problem is finding a man who can help me win the bet. I've been joking around with some friends about it, asking for them to help me find a willing man. Apparently, several friends have taken me seriously.
Mutual friends of mine and MG's told him about the bet and that seemed to peak his interest. He flat out told me he is willing to help. It was kind of odd. I walk in, say hey to my friends, they point MG out to me and tell me, "We told him about the bet. He wants to help you win." Then, I introduce myself to the guy. My friends have become my pimps. Life takes funny turns.
So, I'm talking to the guy but I make no promises.
Lindsay even has a guy lined up for me. Or at least, a guy I should meet. Lindsay wants a level playing field. I think I'm going to meet this guy because I hear he's cute and nice and thinks I'm not too shabby. Plus, he wouldn't have to drive 3 hours like MG would.
Also, CK has offered to help me win the bet. And I think he's serious. This could be a volatile situation but *sigh* I can't help but wonder. I don't know. Here go boys confusing me again.
Next set of initials = KB.
KB is not related to the bet at all. He's just a guy I'm starting to like. We're hitting it off as friends, talking online, finding a lot of common interests, and we've hung out a few times. He's kinda cute too. But, as always, there are complications. If I say what they are, it could give his identity away. Just trust me when I say there are complications. Plus, I'm not even sure if he likes me. I think he's interested in another girl. I just know that when he emails me, I get a little excited to read it. And that scares the crap out of me. This is one of those wait-and-see deals. We may end of just being good friends but, right now, I have other things in the back of my mind.
Last set = AG.
I was hesitant to add AG because I think he's already gone. He is a guy who I've been talking to for awhile now. Nothing serious but mutual friends told me he was interested, he's just shy and moves slowly. That's fine but I get the feeling he's lost interest. Things were just too slow and me being 3 hours away doesn't help. I just think we hit it off strong enough to really pursue something. Too bad. I added him because you never know though.
And that's my problem. I just don't know. My trek through the desert has left me parched and I think I'm seeing mirages. I can't tell if that's a real oasis in front of me or just more unsatisfying sand.
I was talking to Kellie this morning about boys. Why do things have to be so complicated? Why do there have to be games? Neither one of us could figure it out. I think I just need to find a male version of myself. That way, I can KNOW the guy is being upfront and honest. I don't mind a guy being tactless to do so. I wouldn't mind a pool or poker partner either.
I have more initials to add to the library of men in my life.
First set of initials are. . .*drum roll*. . . MG. I met MG while I was out with some friends the other night. We hit it off fairly well but I think alcohol had a lot to do with that. And the bet* too.
*FYI - Lindsay and I have a bet going as to who can have sex in the private study rooms in the NSU library first. We haven't figured out a wager yet (any suggestions?) but we have the terms. It's a joke bet so we aren't betting money or anything and if I don't win, no biggie. It would just be funny and a little badge of honor. My problem is finding a man who can help me win the bet. I've been joking around with some friends about it, asking for them to help me find a willing man. Apparently, several friends have taken me seriously.
Mutual friends of mine and MG's told him about the bet and that seemed to peak his interest. He flat out told me he is willing to help. It was kind of odd. I walk in, say hey to my friends, they point MG out to me and tell me, "We told him about the bet. He wants to help you win." Then, I introduce myself to the guy. My friends have become my pimps. Life takes funny turns.
So, I'm talking to the guy but I make no promises.
Lindsay even has a guy lined up for me. Or at least, a guy I should meet. Lindsay wants a level playing field. I think I'm going to meet this guy because I hear he's cute and nice and thinks I'm not too shabby. Plus, he wouldn't have to drive 3 hours like MG would.
Also, CK has offered to help me win the bet. And I think he's serious. This could be a volatile situation but *sigh* I can't help but wonder. I don't know. Here go boys confusing me again.
Next set of initials = KB.
KB is not related to the bet at all. He's just a guy I'm starting to like. We're hitting it off as friends, talking online, finding a lot of common interests, and we've hung out a few times. He's kinda cute too. But, as always, there are complications. If I say what they are, it could give his identity away. Just trust me when I say there are complications. Plus, I'm not even sure if he likes me. I think he's interested in another girl. I just know that when he emails me, I get a little excited to read it. And that scares the crap out of me. This is one of those wait-and-see deals. We may end of just being good friends but, right now, I have other things in the back of my mind.
Last set = AG.
I was hesitant to add AG because I think he's already gone. He is a guy who I've been talking to for awhile now. Nothing serious but mutual friends told me he was interested, he's just shy and moves slowly. That's fine but I get the feeling he's lost interest. Things were just too slow and me being 3 hours away doesn't help. I just think we hit it off strong enough to really pursue something. Too bad. I added him because you never know though.
And that's my problem. I just don't know. My trek through the desert has left me parched and I think I'm seeing mirages. I can't tell if that's a real oasis in front of me or just more unsatisfying sand.