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so i have been convincing myself that i like or dont like the same guy for about 6 months now. During that time, he has become one of my best friends. There has always been that spark, something about eye contact, the type of thing where you just know that there is something. He is one of the most confusing people, or maybe its just me, not knowing how to read him. My family constantly teases me about him, hes constantly over, everyone in my family loves him and is friends with him. He loves being with us too. Hes the type of guy thats perfect on paper, hes sweet, smart, funny,handsome, very italian, really dorky in that cute way, very interested in photogrpahy and film, very wealthy, (i swear that doesnt matter, but its the type of thing that makes you think that hes the perfect guy to marry.) etc. I guess the problem is that, a realationship would change everything, its new territory, it could be wonderful, but it could turn out horrible. I think that i also confuse him. i have a habit of acting distant, when really i just want him to comfort me, i realize this only confuses him, and hell take a hint and leave me alone. bah, i didnt think i was one of those confusing girls.
i have pictures, but i feel hesitant to post em, so anyone got advice? ill definitley send them to you personally.
i have pictures, but i feel hesitant to post em, so anyone got advice? ill definitley send them to you personally.