I hate being so mood swingy. Last night I was loling about stuff and crying the next minute. Today it's a little less intense but I'm still finding myself tear up. I'm trying to keep my mind off of it, though. I'm pretty focused on the "she cried when she was poked" but really i just can't let myself think about that... I was there for her the ( Read more... )

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Gah, I haven't been to work in like, 4 days. my last day working was Saturday, and on saturday the whole neighborhood lost power so we closed early and went home. .__. I don't really mind having so many days off, except for the fact it'll hurt my wallet later. sighhh ( Read more... )

I'm about to take Silver to the vet. I really hate it, i hate putting her in the crate and hearing her cry. :( sigh, and the vet of course has to be ten million miles away. fffff.

>__< I feel even worse that I'm taking her to the vet rather than feeling good trying to help her... lol. X( I hate to put her through trauma. (car + cage = trauma ( Read more... )