if we agree they're there, they're there.
I wish all the songs David told me to download would stop being about him.
I wrote some shitty poems for school today and got an A on them. I have only one actual final and it is tomorrow. I couldn't be less excited.
the conclusion of school is really wearing on my nerves. having to do anymore assignments, having to think anymore about any of that shit I learned this year will make me vomit all over my shoes. I also work on my last day of school, which pisses me off. afterward, maybe I'll manage to get really drunk and die.
on sat night, Chelsea and I spent the night at Josh's. I got the glory spot in Josh's bed, while Chelsea froze all night on the living room floor. I've been there and it's not cool. I feel bad for the abandonment.
sun I went over to my dad's house with my brother and my step mom was telling me some scandalous stories about premarital sex and making sure I felt the same religious holier-than-thou way about young people who are frivolous. and did I squirm.
I'm only moving out of momentum right now. my art comes really easy, and it's keeping me busy. keeps me from thinking about negative things. I fall asleep on the floor when I feel bad, and I did that last night. regret. but I refuse to talk to a lot of people until I come back from New York. cleansing. David may be in Cali by then, but I personally do not think he has the finances or the restraint to save enough to make him financially able.
secretly, my main non-study related goal while I'm in New York is to get laid for my birthday. good luck.
"I was a teenage fashion prodigy
and I'm spending my summer
parentless on the east coast."
I wrote some shitty poems for school today and got an A on them. I have only one actual final and it is tomorrow. I couldn't be less excited.
the conclusion of school is really wearing on my nerves. having to do anymore assignments, having to think anymore about any of that shit I learned this year will make me vomit all over my shoes. I also work on my last day of school, which pisses me off. afterward, maybe I'll manage to get really drunk and die.
on sat night, Chelsea and I spent the night at Josh's. I got the glory spot in Josh's bed, while Chelsea froze all night on the living room floor. I've been there and it's not cool. I feel bad for the abandonment.
sun I went over to my dad's house with my brother and my step mom was telling me some scandalous stories about premarital sex and making sure I felt the same religious holier-than-thou way about young people who are frivolous. and did I squirm.
I'm only moving out of momentum right now. my art comes really easy, and it's keeping me busy. keeps me from thinking about negative things. I fall asleep on the floor when I feel bad, and I did that last night. regret. but I refuse to talk to a lot of people until I come back from New York. cleansing. David may be in Cali by then, but I personally do not think he has the finances or the restraint to save enough to make him financially able.
secretly, my main non-study related goal while I'm in New York is to get laid for my birthday. good luck.
"I was a teenage fashion prodigy
and I'm spending my summer
parentless on the east coast."