Hope
Alright. I am fine now. No more cutting. Nothing.
Something very scary, weird, confusing and terrifying happened tonight, which no one could fully understand. No rational human could ever get it.
But I understand some of what happened, and I am scared. So scared. For Mara. I cannot say what happened in any way, it is between me and her, but I'm very...freaked out.
I think I have may have just gotten a connection to another world, if you know what I mean. That is all I will say.
I know this is not something I do but...I think I might just turn to God.
I think I have to believe in that right now. Mara needs a miracle.