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I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
Today sucked...I felt so forgotten, so ignored, so alone, so unloved.
I'm going down that path again...
I tried cutting again. After so many months, I try again.
I gave in. I'd been longing to do it for a while.
But it's not like it does much, our knives can't cut through anything. I have to like, saw myself.
But today I kept stabbing myself with my pencil and it left all these marks.
I will not tell anyone.
I will not.
I can't. It's too hard.