I am so motherfucking bored it's not even funny ( Read more... )

Yeah last night my parents told me they found out that I had cut myself again...they wouldn't tell me how they found out, but my brother apparently knew too and he kinda gave it away. I'm assuming they somehow hacked into my MySpace ( Read more... )

Yeah I just made myself horny by watching all these sexy emo boys making out (what's new ( Read more... )

Sooo ( Read more... )

Today was funnnn ( Read more... )

Today was better than yesterday ( Read more... )

I HATE THIS!!!
I hate everyone.
I hate feeling things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not fair!!!
And now it's about like, everything. And any little thing gets me sad or depressed or jealous or angry or impatient.
I just think about myself and cringe. I'm nothing. Insignifigant.
No one notices me. No one looks at me. No one says hi. Almost no one in my grade ( Read more... )

It's officially Autumn. Yesss ( Read more... )

I hate obsessions.
I just hate them. They are no fun.
I hate myself.
I feel so desperate...
I hate how I keep using the word "I"...

But anyways...yeah, I feel so freaking desperate.
I want someone to love me. No, I guess, not even that. I want a guy to like me.
Sounds so fucking lame, I know.
But it's like almost every other girl I know gets a boyfriend ( Read more... )

I hate this fucking family.
Everyday I tell myself: Only four more years, only four more years...
*Sigh*
I really want to just shoot myself.
And I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. Monday's suck because I have no lunch (NO FUN!!!) and no study hall. So it's go, go, go all day long. OY - a double period with Mr. Masters. If you knew what he was like, ( Read more... )