What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me is a question I've been asking myself lately.... I'm stressed to the point of throwing up, I'm depressed,I'm home sick, I'm back to having a short temper, and the one I hate the most is the crying. Sometimes I wonder if shouldn't just commit myself and call it good. And if you're going to ask if I'm pregnant that would be a no... I'm just lonely and I can't talk to anyone the only person up here I can talk to in person in Dustin and all that happens when I talk to him about it is he feels bad and blames himself and then I feel even worse for even telling him...
I just don't know..... I think I'm going crazy... The stress sickness worries me but there's nothing I can do without medical or medicaide... The nightmares are really starting to bug me too.. There are things I don't want to remember but it haunts me in my sleep.... If it weren't for shawnee I think I'd go insane..
I just don't know..... I think I'm going crazy... The stress sickness worries me but there's nothing I can do without medical or medicaide... The nightmares are really starting to bug me too.. There are things I don't want to remember but it haunts me in my sleep.... If it weren't for shawnee I think I'd go insane..