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For some reason I've been in the same terrible mood on and off the last few weeks. There are plenty of things to look forward to or be optimistic about, but I can't seem to keep them in perspective.
Last week we finished a song, I did more work on my upcoming Sergio Martino zine and wrote a little more on my novel. I went to see Almodovar's THE SKIN I LIVE IN, which was fantastic. Over the weekend I went to Baltimore again, but my insomnia made me kind of tired and depressed all weekend.
Now I just... feel miserable and stressed out. I have a lot of decisions for the future to make, but I can't seem to get focused on any of them. I've been feeling really lonely, but as soon as I'm around people, I want to be alone. I'm also having the problem where I feel like there's a place I should be (to focus, do work, relax a little), but I can't find that place. I'm miserable at home and anywhere else has been too loud and distracting. I think later today I'm going to try the coffee shop. If the weather was nicer I would go sit in the park.
Last week we finished a song, I did more work on my upcoming Sergio Martino zine and wrote a little more on my novel. I went to see Almodovar's THE SKIN I LIVE IN, which was fantastic. Over the weekend I went to Baltimore again, but my insomnia made me kind of tired and depressed all weekend.
Now I just... feel miserable and stressed out. I have a lot of decisions for the future to make, but I can't seem to get focused on any of them. I've been feeling really lonely, but as soon as I'm around people, I want to be alone. I'm also having the problem where I feel like there's a place I should be (to focus, do work, relax a little), but I can't find that place. I'm miserable at home and anywhere else has been too loud and distracting. I think later today I'm going to try the coffee shop. If the weather was nicer I would go sit in the park.