why does it feel like I can't show my sad face?
ima... it feels like I am losing my happiness

I want to cry, though it feels like I am pushing it away
how long will I have to wait until I can let the tears go?

although my best friend is close by
I can't tell her....
I can't even stop the fake smiles

I want to tell her
just for a little while let me rest in ( Read more... )