Old and Ragged things

Aug 25, 2005 09:16

I stood there on the edge of the ocean bare feet just being licked by the coming tide. Might as well of been the edge of the world. It called to me as siren to a sailor. It whispered how it would quench the fire in my heart. A step closer, I half feared that the water would turn to steam before me. All of my being mortified trying to draw backward ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 26 2005, 08:15:49 UTC
For a minute there, you scared the hell out me! A whole paragraph and only two spelling mistakes? (that I noticed) LOLOL

What are you going to do in this job after all? Why is it so hard to get it?

I can register, but you know I'm Ara, don't you?

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anonymous August 26 2005, 08:16:24 UTC
I meant I can't register!

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yuri_huyga August 26 2005, 08:23:27 UTC
hahahahah no I didn't know I thought my friend was trying to get back at me for always posting anonymous. hahahahahhaha no wonder. Why can't you register. Only two spelling mistakes? I will have to tie harder. :D I'm sure I made up for it in poor grammer at least. Sorry about the other comment please disreagard I'm about to bite my friends head off hahahahah (laughing)how silly I am.

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yuri_huyga August 26 2005, 08:38:24 UTC
Oh yeah the job is with the county for eligibility worker. It only makes 10.50 an hour, but it's a great job for a woman around here and four years of that then I can start applying for social worker which is the ultimate goal. Otherwise I'd have to take 5 years to get a four year degree from the college here and my chances wouldn't be as good as someone with real experiance. It's so hard because it's a self prolificating bureacracy, in order to look important and keep every one else conviced of it's nessecity it needs to make a bunch of needless systems to do anything simple. There is a lot of competetion for the positions also 200 people applyed and about 150 made the list (you're placed on the list and given a rank depending on how the first interview went)I didn't do so well because I'm really just not qualified for the job, on the other hand I got so high simply because I know how to look and sound professional.

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haruchai August 28 2005, 23:19:18 UTC
My "friend" called me hyporitical for saying that he should get out there and be a little more forward if he truly wanted a g/f. He said that I always bug him about putting personal stuff in his journal and he finally did and I teased him. I didn't tease about the poem I teased about the entry with the one line "I need a girlfriend." I fail to see how that's so hypocritical. I've always believed that a person shouldn't whine if they haven't tried. I suppose there are some things you shouldn't even say to "friends ( ... )

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YEAH RIGHT yuri_huyga August 30 2005, 19:36:19 UTC
I was only pointing out that you feel free to say things like that but when I say them you get defensive. You can say what you like. Yet I must watch what I say. You say you have low self image issues but when have I ever said anything bad about the way you look?! Like I ever would. The only thing I edited by the way, was my sexual history which really you don't have any buisness knowing and I would be disturbed if you did want to know it. How the hell did I "whine" about your poem. You take everything out of context and twist it into something that it isn't all I said about your poem was it reminded me of a line in a song. A song that I happen to like. GRRRR I'm not attaking there's no reason for all your verbal posture.

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it's because my irl posture is so passive haruchai August 30 2005, 20:00:46 UTC
If you notice, I don't say things about WHAT you say...it's what Manner in which they are said. I wouldn't care if you said something like "You need to watch porn so you're mind won't be so dirty" (though I know this is something you would NEVER say). However, when you complain that there's never anything personal on my journal and then flame me for what I DO put on there? yeah, I'm gonna get defensive. And yes you have said bad things about the way I look, my hair's too long, I'm not dressing spiffy enough, my interview pants have white spots on them...so yeah, you have ( ... )

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Re: it's because my irl posture is so passive yuri_huyga August 31 2005, 08:09:40 UTC
I think it would be rather pointless for me to get a journal were you are the only one I would ever post anyonmous too. You know the reasons, it's not hypocritical at all. If I am being contradictory I'll simply not read your journal or remark on it. Problem solved. I don't like the idea of having two journals and screening them it's secrative and dishonest. As for the remarks about your pants and holy shirt I believe I said that when you told me you wore them to an interview. Again you taking things out of context. Also the trench coat covered with glitter when you ment those two girls for the first time. Your hair yes I suppose I do tease about that but it's not like im pointing a fingure saying O god it's hideous. I don't see if how I never whined about your poem that I ever said anything mocking about the personal things you put in there because really that's the only thing I've seen. It's not like you haven't made a few sideways remarks about things I've said in here, at game even. Granted no one's going to know what the hell you ( ... )

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